Dreamland

It was hard growing up like I did
這一路走來真不容易
seeing everybody had this I ain't never have s**t
看著別人有著我從來沒有得到過的東西
Life f**k Christmas and a birthday, I ain't never have gifts
就像聖誕節或者是生日， 我從來沒有得到過禮物
Living a broken life,like a n**** acting in spike script
過著支離破碎的生活就像是在演爛劇本
Hold on with the vice grip
手裡攥著扳手
This just how m***** f* **ing life is
這就是生活
N****a,this is my life
盆友這就是我的生活
Sad that I would do it for a price
可悲的是我為了鈔票肝腦塗地
B&E's each and every single night, just to get the pockets right
每夜的非法入室都是為了錢
Split it up even amongst the guys
還要把錢平分給我的兄弟萌
Hard as f**k cause it made the money tight
這讓我的口袋更緊了
Couldn't even catch a break from the state, caught a case
我不能夠喘息，一停下就會被逮捕
I was only thirteen, had a mask on the face
我那時只有13歲，卻要帶著面具
I was 5'5,had a nice on the waist
我身高1.65（m），腰圍30（cm)
I was smart as a bitch and let my mind go to waste
我很聰明，卻荒廢自己的才華
I was always on my own
我總是一個人
Making sure my moves were never known
確保自己的行踪不被發現
Young as f**k but I was moving grown
雖然還很年輕，但是世俗已經讓我長大
Heart made of stone
鐵石心腸
Always thought that I would be alone
想著自己可能永遠都會這樣孤獨
Even with the love that I was shown
即使曾經也被愛過
Nobody ever gave a real f**k about my,so why would I give a f**k about ye
沒有人真正的在乎過我，所以別人的事情又和我有什麼關係
I was skinny, I was hungry,I ain't have food to eat
我太瘦，太餓，沒有食物可以吃
Making trouble on the double dutch that's how I released
惹是生非，張口胡來就是我釋放自己的方式
It was hard growing up like I did
這一路走來真不容易
seeing everybody had this I ain't never have s**t
看著別人有著我從來沒有得到過的東西
Life f**k Christmas and a birthday, I ain't never have gifts
就像聖誕節或者是生日，我從來沒有得到過禮物
Living a broken life,like a n**** acting in spike script
過著支離破碎的生活就像是在演爛劇本
Hold on with the vice grip
手裡攥著扳手
This just how m***** f***ing life is
這就是生活
I can't complain if I tried, a n****a only glad that he alive
只要是我努力過的事就不會有所抱怨，我只慶幸自己還活著
Dealing with the pain,gotta keep it bottled up inside
自食苦果，把難過藏在心裡
I'm black man, that's how we survive
我是一個黑哥，這就是我們的生活方式
Can't remember stable places,we was in not of basement
不記得我們曾經有過穩定的住所，我們一直都呆在地下室裡
Laying on some carpet cause its better than the pavement
躺在地毯上可比躺在人行道上強多了
Living in a motel, mama couldn't make it
住在汽車旅館，媽媽做不到這樣
Daddy had another b***h,guess he couldn't face ot
爸爸在外面有了一腿，我想他沒有臉來見我們
Anything we ever gained he would try to come and take it
他會設法來謀取我們得到的東西
If she ever spoke about it he would lose his f**king patience
如果媽媽反抗，他就會失去耐心
Several different ways to beat her,can't believe he's so creative
用不一樣的方式來打媽媽，想不到他居然這麼有創造力
Sad to say it to this day I still really f**king hate him
很抱歉，我憎恨他直到今天
It was hard growing up like I did
這一路走來真不容易
seeing everybody had this I ain't never have s**t
看著別人有著我從來沒有得到過的東西
Life f**k Christmas and a birthday, I ain 't never have gifts
就像聖誕節或者是生日， 我從來沒有得到過禮物
Living a broken life,like a n**** acting in spike script
過著支離破碎的生活就像是在演爛劇本
Hold on with the vice grip
手裡攥著扳手
This just how m***** f***ing life is
盆友這就是生活