Pause + Reset

[Verse 1]
I need to write this ****ing song
'Cause I said I'm over you
Told my therapist in our sessions
And I've wearing a narrative she sees through
You think I would've known by now
18 months past, overdue
Acceptance and all that's relevant
Didn't come easy as it should
[Pre-Chorus]
I know I seem much better
And I know you know it too
I've been real good at pretending
I'm my best when I'm not around you
[Chorus]
Tell me how, I can't stop
Keep rewinding my thoughts
If I were really over you, then why do I keep running through?
All the years, in my head
Make it hard to forget
If I could wish for anything
Wish I could ****ing pause and press reset
[Post-Chorus]
Mm, stop living in my head
[Verse 2]
Damn, it took a lot to say that out loud
Sat myself down, taking time to talk it out
Spent all these months writing lines that don't stick
Who knew this would flow soon as I pour a drink
Sometimes I can't help but think of you
But don't get it twisted, I've got no interest
[Pre-Chorus 2]
But I find myself overthinking the reasons
And picking apart at the wreckage
[Chorus]
Tell me how (How)
I can't stop (I can't stop)
Keep rewinding my thoughts
If I were really over you, then why do I keep running through?
All the years (years)
In my head (In my head)
Make it hard to forget
If I could wish for anything
Wish I could ****ing pause and press reset
[Post-Chorus]
Mm, stop living in my head