Feel It

I am strange
unlike you
Really gotta feel it
To mean it
No control
Lose a hold
Letting go of reason
I mean it
Cuz I
I don't know how you do it
Hold back your thoughts and chew 'em
Don't ever dare to show em
And I, I'm trying not to fix this
I'm fighting being anxious
Cuz I wish you'd feel it
Is my love
good enough
To keep you in my corner
I wonder
Is it you
Is it me
Which of us is broken
Terrified to feel this
Making ur excuses
Terrified to feel this
Think you might be hopeless
Still I
I don't know how you do it
Hold back your thoughts and chew em
So scared of staying open
And I can't help myself - I fix it
Show way too much affection
Cuz I wish you'd feel it