loveyoubuthateyou

I need to find the way to lead myself to
joy I didnt have before
so I will move on from you who made me fall into the
lies you always said to me baby
leaving was the best
you were toxic and dangerous
getting over you was hard for me
been a long time since we parted our ways
I should be forgetting these memories
what a shame
better now that youre gone away
bitter that i have nothing cus
now all you have is everything after leaving me behind
Ill show you a side of me you never knew
I need to find the way to lead myself to
joy I didnt have before
so I will move on from you who made me fall into the
lies you always said to me baby
slowly building myself up again
I know it will be hard but I can do it
time will be by my side
won’t ever tear up or cry over you
you knew that you were my whole world, my everything
thought you cared but all you wanted was that one damn thing
I was blinded by your empty words you never meant
I was stupid but Ill never ever fall again
like the dumb girl that everybody looked down on
I will change to show that you werent even that much fun
so watch me as i give respect to me, myself and I
no more stupid choices, baby girl you gotta try
I need to find the way to lead myself to
joy I didnt have before
so I will move on from you who made me fall into the
lies you always said to me baby
I will show you
that I have changed
that you leaving was the best for me
I need to find the way to lead myself to
joy I didnt have before
so I will move on from you who made me fall into the
lies you always said to me baby