the last song IM wasting on you

Sparkling grey, in my own veins
脈搏鼓動暗灰迸濺
Any more than a whisper
任何比夢囈更清晰的話語
Any sudden movement of my heart
任何心臟悸動的時刻
And I know,
都了然於心
I know I'll have to watch them pass away
我終將看著它們凋零逝去

我僅僅想要熬過今天
Just get through this day
放棄我吧你能更好的生活

甚至我也想放棄自己了
Give up your way, you could be anything,
只剩最後的意識
Give up my way,
但我還不想崩潰至少不是今天
and lose myself,
雖然太多的罪惡難以贖救
not today
陽炎炫亂暈厥陰沉
That's too much guilt to pay
你敢對我說你愛我

但你只強加我失望附帶詛咒
Sickened in the sun
親愛的你早就知道了
You dare tell me you love me
知道我永遠不會這樣殘忍的對待你
But you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die
你給予的痛苦都是那麼天衣無縫
Honey you know,
無論代價是什麼都放棄我吧給我自由
you know I'd never hurt you that way
從今開始我將為了自己活下去

拋開所有你留下的無病呻吟與痛苦病原
You're just so pretty in your pain
快走吧逃跑吧遠離我

就算恨我也好如果那使你好受
Give up my way, and I could be anything
我也不再需要忍受你的無理取鬧
I'll make my own way
你總是滿口謊言
Without your senseless hate....hate...hate.....hate
但我已沒有陪你耗下去的時間

姑娘我不會再信你的說辭

也不會盡全力只為祈求一個回答
So run, run, run
不要推開門不要拆穿一切
And hate me, if it feels good
因為我不再迷失開始自救
I can't hear your screams anymore
你無法再摧毀掉我

You lied to me
But I'm older now
And I'm not buying baby

Demanding my responses
Don't bother breaking the door down
I found my way out

And you'll never hurt me again