When it Rains

Pull me on the edge of my seat, ripped jeans
I been up for ****ing days, I cant sleep, cant eat
I been praying for some kind of relief, Im weak
I been pacing all around my feet, so beat
If I fall asleep then wake me up
Memories of you and me are getting lost from all the drugs
If I promise you to **** it up
Put me in my dreams, you my little manic queen, yeah
Youre mine, you know you the one Im on for sure
This time, Ima be the one you love
Why you doubt me, why you pouting
Whats the problem, I dont copy, I feel nothing more
Why you drown me, why you stop it
Where you been, its been a minute, I dont get it
Where you at, where you been now
I seen shit I never washed out
I cant help whats in my brain now
Only happy when the rains out
Yeah I got problems, Im running from
And I cant solve it, I cant discuss it
All I know is what I wanted, what I need
But I got nothing, as a youngin I been troubled
Fighting demons, dreaming humble
No umbrella, let it rain now
Its like it never ends, get in the brain now
I dont see no one dancing
From the amnesia, switched off
Dont ever trust any
These cold nights fade away
Dirty nights for the rain
Might slip just to fall down
And I hiss and I call out
Where was you when I needed you
Bulletproof, still Im bleeding through
I can never find the answer
Cause you would never even answer
You always left me in a panic
And Icould never understand you
So you on you, whats the mood you choose
Couldve had it if you wanted to
Now its raining and Im drowning ooh
Life changed when I found you
Know its crazy how Im signed in
Tears falling make a mountain
Eyes pouring like a fountain
Where you at, where you been now
I seen shit I never washed out
I cant help whats in my brain now
Only happy when the rains out
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah