find myself

Looking to find myself
Numb my pain counting wealth
Looking to find myself
Need designer on my belt
They dont know what i have felt
our up a deauce and i melt
F--ked up all by myself
F--ked up all by myself
Even when im lonely i still count bucks
F--k all the phonies i got no trust
Said they were my homies and left me in the dust
So i roll another blunt
Take it to the face
Out here and i stunt on all of the fakes
Made it through the doubts know ill make it out
Making mama proud kept 10toes on the ground
F--ked up all by myself i dont need no one else
Looking to find myself
Numb my pain counting wealth
Looking to find myself
Need designer on my belt
They dont know what i have felt
Pour up a deauce and i melt
F--ked up all by myself
F--ked up all by myself
So f--ked up
So f--ked up
Said i coudnt do it
I prove them wrong
They just want ruin
But ive stayed strong
Money been motivation
And the kids im saving
On my elevathion
Yes that feel amazing
Send me to the wolves ive been feeding the pack
Leading the pack no way i could fold
Im so cold with the raps
Out here with my team
Weve been chasing dreams
And you know they got my back
Weve been winning and they do not like that
Looking to find myself
Numb my pain counting wealth
Looking to find myself
Need designer on my belt
They dont know what i have felt
Pour up a deauce and i melt
F-- ked up all by myself
F--ked up all by myself
So f--ked up
So f--ked up