Im Not OK

How would I ever know
豈會料落得如此下場
If I never tried
如果我從未嘗試這樣
If I never tried
如果我從未試圖攻占你的心房
To look
愛上錯誤的對象
Its easy to blame yourself
只能責怪自己
For wanting something else
所求大於已有
Wanting something else
渴望更多的追求
Dreams start to fade away
甜美的夢開始消散
Become another day
成為昨日的童話
And then another day
以及曾經的臆想
Goes by
流逝，難再返
Cant seem to watch it past
卻不能痛快地放下
Was never good at that
我從不擅長遺忘
Never good at that
從不擅長
Was I?
這，還是我嗎？
Im not okay
我過得一點也不好，陷於苦悶
With just leaving
只能選擇去沒有你的地方
Or holding back my words until I
或者將我真切的話語掩藏
Need them
直至我需要它們來吐露真相
Im not okay
我過得一點也不好，困於回憶
With just leaving
只能離開去沒有你的地方
Cause I love you too much
只因我愛你至深
I thought I was above
高估了自己的堅韌
I guess I really wasnt
我想我真的不是這樣
I guess I really wasnt
我想我真的無須這樣
A kiss is meant to fade
離別的吻已意味著這份感情的釋然
And feelings go away
帶走了我所有的感知和不切實際的幻想
And feelings go away
吞噬了我所有的眷戀和對一絲溫存的渴望
But Im not okay
我過得一點也不好，苦於未來
With just leaving
只能離開去沒有你的地方
Or holding back my words until I
或者將我真切的話語掩藏
Need them
直至我需要它們來吐露真相
I am not okay
我過得一點也不好，陷於苦悶
With just leaving
只能選擇去沒有你的地方
Cause I love you too much
只因我愛你至深
And how would I ever know
怎會料落得如此這般
If I never tried
如果我從未嘗試這樣
If I never tried?
從未這樣？結局會不會不一樣？