ConMan?

Yeah
ConMan, I apologize to your mom and
Your grams for wrecking your heart, I guess it was part of God’s plan
But wait a sec, ‘fore we dead it, here is your roses
Took seven years, sh!t is bogus, I shed a tear when I wrote this
I admit, I wasn’t the best to you, uh
I gave you sh!t then you dipped, like what was there left to do? Uh
Too busy worried ’bout GRIP, shreddin’ through revenue, uh
I let you slip, should’ve put you up on a pedestal
I was hardly ready for something you could regard as steady, now my heart is hеavy
I’ll take it far as these bars’ll lеt me
I know what happen, viewed love as a distraction
My kids the only things I put above rappin’, that’s a thugs passion
Cash and drugs, clashin’, stashin’ emotions under the rug
Not communicatin’, thinkin’ you’d just know what it was
2017, that’s when I started growin’ a buzz
Playing catch-up ’cause my peers left your boy in the dust
‘Cause when they was focused on rapping, I was focused on us
I could’ve strived more, now it’s two kids I gotta provide for
Window was closin’ slowly, had to switch the tempo on those that know me
Get too comfy and you gon’ blow it, homie
Packed my metaphorical bag and hit the road, Jack
I promise when I take it home, I’m bringin’ gold back
I’ll own that, I ain’t expecting you to wait
I got a date with destiny, just let me get a plate, uh
Silly me, oh-oh, oh-oh
I could never give you my love
It was me, oh-oh, oh-oh
I could never give you my love
We can’t turn back the hands of time
But there’s some things I should get off my mind
Before we leave it all behind, girl
I apologize, girl
I can’t trust myself with loving you
You still stained from all of that mud I drug you through
You thinkin’, “Why ain’t this a lifestyle he can get accustomed to?
Like, buy a plot and tie the knot like others do”
Gave me a key to your home, I don’t want you think I’m leadin’ you on
But I gotta be happy with bein’ alone
If I can’t learn to love myself, how the hell could ever properly love someone else?
Just know these words is heartfelt
And it’ll kill me to see you happy with another man
But I can’t expect you to never love again and rob your heart of its plans
Can’t put a ring on her finger then keep it steppin’, nigga
And she’ll respect how real you kept it with her
And I know, one day, it’ll hit me, when you stop replyin’ to text
Questionin’ if you miss me, and all that’s left is history
And a grudge kept against me, evidently, made my bed I’ll lay in it
But first, I got somethin’ to say, wait a minute, yeah
Silly me, oh-oh, oh-oh
I could never give you my love
It was me, oh-oh, oh-oh
I could never give you my love
We can’t turn back the hands of time
But there’s some things I should get off my mind
Before we leave it all behind, girl
I apologize, girl