take IT or leave (prod. not默認功能)

I know who you want me to be
我很明白你想讓我變成什麼樣
But I'm not that girl and I will never be
但我不是也不會成為那種女孩
I don't know what you're expecting from me
我不明白你對我有何期盼
This is all I am
可這就是我
You can take it or leave
你自可選擇去留

藥瓶毫無幫助
This bottle's not helping
夢想都在慢慢溶解
My dreams are all melting
這些藥物已經把我搞砸
These drugs ****** me up
我是如此地恨自己
I hate myself so much
給我來杯酒把痛苦帶走

碾碎這一切直到毫無感覺
Pour me up a cup take the pain away
我只想遠走高飛
Crush that **** up til I can't feel my face
我已失去理智
I just wanna go somewhere far away
再活不下一天
**** my mind
藥瓶毫無幫助
I can't take another day
夢想都在慢慢溶解

我也許只是配不上被被幫助
This bottle's not helping
我只是不值得被幫助，希望你相信我
My dreams are all melting
我只是不值得被幫助，希望你相信我
I guess that I'm just not worth helping...
告訴我為什麼我打不通你的電話

我可能不得不放手
I'm just not worth helping, I wish you'd believe me
你太難讀懂我的痛苦
I'm just not worth helping, I wish you' d believe me
我可能不得不放手

我一直通過麻木我的感受
Tell me why I can't get through to you
去逃避問題
I might have to let this go
我堅持不下去了
You're so hard to read I'm miserable
只希望你能相信我
I might have to let this go
告訴我為什麼我打不通你的電話

I keep dodging problems
By numbing my feelings
I can't keep on going
I wish you'd believe me

Tell me why I can't get through to you...