beneath the surface

so when you lay me to rest
當你讓我躺下休息
id only hope it was worth it, oh
我只希望這真的能起點作用
all those sleepless nights
惡魔在
where the demons came to life
無眠的夜裡蘇生
would be over, but
一切都將迎來終結但是它們
for now theyre in my chest
現在仍在我胸腔中作怪
locked away beneath the surface
封鎖於表面之下
its been killing me all along
將我不斷折磨
if you thought that i was strong
如果你認為我還足夠堅強
well, youre wrong...
那你錯了
and i hate that i put up a front
而且我也不喜歡口出狂言
cuz it really isnt fun
單槍匹馬地在腦海中抗爭
to be fighting all alone inside my head
那真的很無聊
and when its all said and done
當一切落下帷幕
and theres nowhere i could run to
我將沒了去處
will i smile in the end?
在故事的最後我會笑嗎？
will it matter when im dead?
我是生是死 有沒有人會在乎？