fall apart (feat. Brave)

作詞: Akhmad Iqbal Ansyari
作曲: Akhmad Iqbal Ansyari
Always overthink myself
每次都總是高估了自己
Cried till sleep on my bed
在床上傷心落淚直到入睡
I don't think i'll need your help
我不覺得我會需要你的幫助
All these voices in my head
可是我心裡的那些聲音啊
Telling me to keep my mask
總是在告訴我，“帶上你的面具吧”
Everytime my soul is scream
但每次一我面具下的靈魂都在尖叫哭喊
I guess this shit will never last
我猜這破事兒不會維持太久的
And now it feels like a dream
而且現在它看起來，就像一場夢一樣
As the lights go out your shadows disappear
燈光熄滅，你的身影也隨之遠去
You know, it's hard for me you always brings me tears
你知道嗎，你總是讓我流淚，我真的很難過
My soul inside is shouting your name, isn't it really weird?
我的靈魂還是在呼喊著你的名字——難道這不是一件怪事？
But i have nothing to blame,
但是我又沒什麼可抱怨的
Best i can do is fall apart and try to sleep.
我能做到的最好的事就是崩潰，然後試著入睡
I don't think im gonna wake up
我也不覺得我能從
From this terrible beautiful tragedy
這場糟糕透頂但卻美麗迷人的悲劇中醒過來
You'll never try make it stop
你也沒試著阻止這一切
You don't give a **** about me
畢竟你看都不看我一眼
Because i hate it when you're leaving
因為我真的很討厭你從我身邊離去的那瞬間
But i'll hate you when you stay
可當你留在我身邊時我又會討厭你
And i can't stop myself from bleeding
我自己卻沒法讓我的心不再滴血
And i suppose you'll never care
我覺得，你永遠也不會在意吧
As the lights go out your shadows disappear
燈光消散，你的身影也隨之消失
You know, it's hard for me you always brings me tears
你知道嗎，你總是讓我流淚，我超級難過的
My soul inside is shouting your name, isn't it really weird?
但我還是在內心深處渴望著你——這確實很奇怪
But i have nothing to blame,
我也沒什麼能責怪的
Best i can do is fall apart and try to sleep.
我能做到的最好的事情，就是把自己弄崩潰然後試著入睡
Try to sleep
試著入睡
As the lights go out your shadows disappear
燈光不再，你的身影也隨之不見
You know, it's hard for me you always brings me tears
你知道嗎，你總是讓我流淚，我真的很傷心
My soul inside is shouting your name, isn't it really weird?
但你卻是我心底長久以來的渴望— —太怪了
But i have nothing to blame,
可我真的沒什麼可責怪的
Best i can do is fall apart and try to sleep.
我能做到的最好的事情，就是把自己弄崩潰然後試著入睡