Trying My Best

I know you think I got it all figured out 'cause
I walk around like my head's in the clouds but
I'm just a boy with his heart pourin' out
Of his head
I wish that you could see the pain that I've seen
All of the times I spent being not me and
I hope you know that it's not always happy
In my head
'Cause I don't know
The perfect road to go down
But I know
I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day
It's so hard
Holding my breath
Holding my breath til' I can say
All of the words I want to say
From my heart
If you really wanted I could let you inside
It's been so long and I've got nothing left to hide
Would you believe me if I told you that I've
Got flaws
Now it's time to let the curtains unfold and
Tell all the stories that I didn't want told yeah
Let it out so I unburden my soul
I won't stop
'Cause I don't know
The perfect road to go down
But I know
I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day
It's so hard
Holding my breath
Holding my breath til I can say
All of the words I want to say
From my heart
Trying my best
Trying my best to be okay
Trying my best but every day
It's so hard
Holding my breath
Holding my breath til I can say
All of the words I want to say
From my heart