decoy world VIP (feat. park avenue)

I stayed awake last night
昨晚我輾轉難眠
'Cause I couldn't close my eyes
因為我無法閉上雙眼
And see you another night
讓你的面容再次在夢中浮現
I drove myself crazy thinking
我使自己沉浸在瘋狂的幻想中
You take my wildest dreams and
而你抓起我最狂野的夢想
Tear them all to the ground
狠狠撕碎，灑落地上

我試圖為你構造一個虛假的世界
So I tried to create a decoy world for you
任其在腦海中灰飛煙滅
To destroy in my mind
你可駐留其中，並相信你已使我心如死灰
You can stay and believe you're tearing me apart
當我開始相信仍有光明
While I'm coming to life
當我重拾起生活的信心
While I'm coming to life
你可駐留其中，並相信你已使我粉身碎骨

當我開始相信仍有光明
You can stay and believe you're tearing me apart
當我重拾起生活的信心
While I'm coming to life
當我找到了生活的希望
While I'm coming to life
抱歉我難以做到守口如瓶
While I'm coming to life...
但你掘出我最深處的心魔

將它們帶到眾目睽睽之下
I couldn't keep a secret
我用盡千萬方法去洗滌心靈
You found my darkest demons
儘管擁有充足的理由
And brought them out in the light
去阻止一切，從頭開始
So I ran to all the preachers
於是我祈求上蒼
Despite having every reason
再給我一次救贖的機會
To shut down and mobilize
儘管已深知這難於登天

我竭盡全力逃離這黑暗
So I prayed to the gods
只為了起死回生
For one last saving grace
重見天日
Against all odds
我竭盡全力擺脫這陰影
And I built an escape using all my energy
只為了讓破碎的心死灰復燃
Just to come back to life
起死回生
Back to life
重見天日

And I built an escape using all my energy
Just to come back to life
Back to life
Back to life