Styrofoam dreams

Styrofoam dreams, hope that visions fabricate
Its gon be a little while they deteriorate
Im Poseidon with a melody Ill gift you with a lake
Will you appreciate the water when you jump into the bay
How dare
You shut me down when I put myself out there?
Talking sh*t not good for ya mouth care
Thats just not fair
Makin me a monster
Hold up let me fall into the bliss, the oblivion
Ride into night on my bike in the wind Im gone
I just like to write my wrongs
Sing into the microphone
Take away my stress no meds no Vicodin
This aint no sweat
Flying, no private jet
Hoping Im good when I wreck
Just killed my set
I cant even feel my legs
Just me, myself, my bread
I give my best
I aint ever give no less
Pacing Im acing my test
Just know Im next
But ion do the gym flex
Just know I aint answer yo text
When I was down you left
Kick it with my shadow got this feeling in my chest
I dont know what half the problem is but I still feel depressed
When the line goes flat whats my last words gon be
Maybe tell my family Im with em dont be lonely
If I could only know
Why when Im down the clock is slow
But when Im up it seems to go
Thats why this universe is cold
Rain rain please would you go away
When I cant go outside my day just goes to waste
I tried looking for God but he wont show his face
So its really hard to trust Im from the showme state
How dare
You shut me down when I put myself out there?
Talking sh*t not good for ya mouth care
Thats just not fair
Makin me a monster
Hold up let me fall into the bliss, the oblivion
Ride into night on my bike in the wind Im gone
I just like to write my wrongs
Sing into the microphone
Take away my stress no meds no Vicodin
This aint no sweat
Flying, no private jet
Hoping Im good when I wreck
Just killed my set
I cant even feel my legs
Just me, myself, my bread
I give my best
I aint ever give no less
Pacing Im acing my test
Just know Im next
But ion do the gym flex
Just know I aint answer yo text
When I was down you left