Used To You

I think I kissed you bout a million times
我想我們已經親吻過無數次
Cant tell the difference between now and last year
我分不清這一次和去年的區別
I say 'I love you' but my stomachs tied
我說“我愛你” 但胃卻難受得像打了結
Up in а knot, butterflies disappeared
被慣性牽引曾經的美好消失殆盡
Maybe its healthier to just be friends
也許繼續只做朋友對我們都好
Cause lately we have really let ourselves go
因為最近我們真的都快要放棄
I hate to picture how it all ends
我不願再去假設任何結局

Am I getting used to you?
我已經習慣了你的存在嗎
To all of the things we do
習慣了我們所做的一切
Or is it а bad excuse
還是說這只是拙劣的藉口
To hook up with someone new?
好讓我們同別人曖昧不清

lt sucks that I cant explain
我很痛苦卻不知如何解釋
Why all of these feelings change
為什麼我們再也找不回曾經的感覺
I hate that theres nothing I can do
我討厭自己卻無能為力
While Im getting used to loving you
愛你已經變成了習慣
Loving you
愛你已經變成了習慣

(Am I getting used to loving you?)
愛你已經變成了下意識的行為嗎

No longer text you when lm waking up
我不再一醒來就給你發消息
I put my phone away, and l go back to sleep
我把手機拿遠再次沉入睡眠
I still miss you but just not as much
我還是會思念你只是不像從前那樣強烈
As I believe that you are missing me
我還是相信你也在思念我

Dont have the guts to be what you deserve
現在的我配不上你
I hate myself cause I put me first
我討厭我的自我中心
And every day we talk а little less
我們的交流越來越少
Oh is this a test?
這是上天降下的考驗嗎

Am I getting used to you?
我已經習慣了你的存在嗎
To all of the things we do
習慣了我們所做的一切
Or is it а bad excuse
還是說這只是拙劣的藉口
To hook up with someone new?
好讓我們同別人曖昧不清

It sucks that I cant explain
我很痛苦卻不知如何解釋
Why all of these feelings change
為什麼我們再也找不回曾經的感覺
I hate that theres nothing I can do
我討厭自己卻無能為力
While Im getting used to loving you
愛你已經變成了習慣
Loving you
愛你已經變成了習慣

Why Im getting used to loving you
為什麼我就這樣掉進愛你的慣性裡