cracked brain

Nothing to say, to be honest
Got no idea what to talk about now
Speaking my mind is so useless
Cant think of words that suit the state Im in
Dont know at all what its all about
All day long Im smoking
Always a thrill but Im not getting high
Im not excited
I dont feel like it
Deterioration
Ive got a cracked brain, cracked brain
Feel too lazy to get up
Just stay in bed and rest my mind
Nowhere to go - no ones waiting
All I want is to get passed this day
Stare at a box with moving pictures
Lie on a rug and let the time pass by
Clouds of smoke inside my bedroom
Floating away and leave reality behind
Im not excited...