im still just a kid and im trying my best

I walk on the broken glass, with a broken heart
Baby you don't know the half, I hide inside
Yet I move so fast, slam my foot up on the gas
Baby catch me if you can
At night i come alive, let the dark surrounding me
Keeping to myself, yeah I'm always looking down
No I never got the help, you don't know nothing about me
Counting on me now, but they used to count me out
Same day i started being me, yup
Same day we became he and she, yup
No nobody ever believed in me, no
Guess i was always meant to be on my own
Anxious can't sleep
Most nights i can't, breathe
I only believe what i can see
Don't even get along in the family
Can't tell if I can't stand them or they can't stand me
Now watch me zoom through the stars
In my fxxkin' space ship
Reach my hand up in the ziplock or the mason
If i ever get a chance, I don't plan to waste it
Super what? i'm suited up and i still really ain't sh1t, I ain't sh1t
And have you noticed yet, b1tch i'm all alone
I don't even use my car
Cause i don't got nowhere to go, nowhere to go
I'm always sleeping late and yet
I still stay up i feel like i'm stuck
And I need something new
Cause this shit getting old, it's getting old
I accept i'm depressed till the death
B1tch a-ss rapper motherfxxkers thought that i left
B1tch i didn't
I was chillin', I was working on my craft
And if you want my opinion
All my shit still fxxking trash they don't blast that
B1tch i'm smoking home-grown only pass if it's fat
My sh1 make your a-ss have an asthma attack
What's in my bag just distract from the bad
Guess I didn't wish i had, but it's after the fact
Falling, myself
These walls that, I put down too tall in
My head, I can't, climb out
Anxious can't sleep, most nights i can't, breathe
I only believe what i can see
Don't even get along in the family
Can't tell if I can't stand them or they can't stand me
I walk on the broken glass, with a broken heart
Baby you don't know the half, I hide inside
Yet I move so fast, slam my foot up on the gas
Baby catch me if you can
At night i come alive, let the dark surrounding me
Keeping to myself, yeah I' m always looking down
No I never got the help, you don't know nothing about me
Counting on me now, but they used to count me out