through IT all

Theres not a day that passes by
The pain has not amassed inside
Its breaking me down to the ground
Its like I crashed and died
Its hard to leave your past behind
Especially when youre last in line
And half the time it acts like vines
And wraps inside my fragile mind
Hiding in plain view it seems
The same old shit I choose between
Taking who I used to be
And keep it subdued beneath
Close to dead and losing me
You took a chance and you believed
So did I, I let you lead
And grabbed the line you threw to me
And through it all...
You saved me, you made me
And through it all you changed me forever
You love me, you hate me
And through it all you changed me forever
Youve given me a chance to change
Helped me in ways I cant explain
Ill never understand the way
You took my hand with no dismay
Now Im who I am today
And thats the man I plan to stay
But cant escape, I cant evade
You stranded me and ran away
Whyd you do it whyd you leave
Whyd you help me find my feet
Whyd you guide me blindingly
Then turn and say goodbye to me
All this time I tried to be
The person you applied to me
This lie you feed that Id succeed
Is why Im me, a dying breed
You saved me, you made me
And through it all you changed me forever
You love me, you hate me
And through it all you changed me forever
Through it all you changed me
Im not the same me
For better or for worse this person that you made me
Through it all you changed me
Im not the same me
For better or for worse you changed me forever
Its killing me down deep within
It makes me strain to breath again
All this pain I keep it in
If its the end whered we begin
Its so hard to comprehend
Where we are is where we end
Lets make believe lets just pretend
You dont hate me and want me dead
What you said stays in my head
An unrelenting discontent
It torments me to no extent
Entrenches me just like cement
It makes no sense what your intent
Bled for me then fled instead
You never meant to be content
**** the words lets just be friends
You saved me, you made me
And through it all you changed me forever
You love me, you hate me
And through it all you changed me forever
Through it all you changed me
Im not the same me
For better or for worse this person that you made me
Through it all you changed me
Im not the same me
For better or for worse you changed me forever
Whoa...
Through it all you changed me
Im not the same me
For better or for worse this person that you made me
Through it all you changed me
Im not the same me
For better or for worse you changed me forever