Winter Blues

Damn I feel so loose, Im about to pop shit
Whats a man to do when hes out of options
I aint wanna do it but ...
Shhh, hold on
Be quiet, theyre coming
Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no
Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no
Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no
No, no, no, no, no, no
I said gimmie that, gimmie that
Gimmie that, gimmie that
You heard what I said
Nigga run that, run that
Run that, run that
You heard what I said
I said yeah
Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no
Oh, no, no, no, no, no , no
I remember everything was different
When I tried to get a job and make some money
I was livin on the street
I walk a lot of miles and nobody wasnt hiring
and I had to stand in line if I was to get something to eat
Cause I aint had no homies and my girl depended on me every night that we were lonely and I couldnt get no sleep
Cause I was plotting on anybody I seen that was getting money
You got it? I need it sorry, you dont need it more than me
And bitch, Im tired of this struggle, ducking and dodging them puddles wondering if God ever hear the prayers I said
Cause every time I got a new hustle, that shit done got me in trouble
You dont know how many fucking tears Ive shed
But fuck it, Im letting loose
And they told me dont bend the rules
This is my winter blues
You know what Im finna do
Anything necessary to make it up in the news
And Im taking every muthafucking thing that I pick and choose
And Im done withall the begging, Im past that
All I did was get laughed at
You can go back track but youll never get cash back
And they told me Im half black
But Im white as a lab rat
With a mic and a gas mask
Im a light for your trash ass
And I might get the last laugh
Better fight if you back stab
With a knife in your backpack
All my life Ive been jabbed at
But I fight like Im Mad Max with a knife with the yeah yeah
You know, you know what the fuck Im talking about
Listen
I dont give a fuck about your feelings
You dont have any idea just what I had to do to get what I want
All I wanted was to make a decent living
I cant even count it all my fingers how much shit that I lost
Nigga this is my job
These are my thoughts
I aint never had shit but for now you better give me whats yours
Damn I feel so loose, Im about to pop shit
Whats a man to do when hes out of options
I aint wanna do it but ...
Shhh, hold on
Be quiet
Theyre coming
Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no
Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no
Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no
No, no, no, no, no, no
I said gimme that, gimme that
Gimme that, gimme that
You heard what I said
Nigga run that, run that
Run that, run that
You heard what I said
I said yeah
Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no
Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no
You really got some nerve talkin bout me like
youre better cause you got your shit together
and Im really goin' through it
I dont think you have a clue what it feels like
doin dirt knowin in your heart you aint wanna do it
I dont got one G bone in my body,
I aint never gangbang I dont know nothing about it
I dont claim to be a thug nigga or Illuminati
but there really aint no tellin what I do when I get rowdy
And Im starvin and my back against the wall and you ballin
Everytime I see you all you do is flash hundreds
Everything on fleek I aint never had nothin
I just wanna be you when I feel like stuntin
And lettin loose and they told me dont bend the rules
This is my winter blues you dont know what I finna do
Anything necessary to make it up in the news
And Im taking every muthafuckin thing that I pick and choose
Im done with that hating shit
The fuck do you think this is
Damn it, you made me sick
Aint no time for no babysit
This is the way we live and yes Im okay with this
You think you all that and a bag of potato chips?
Could jump off a crazy bridge
And enough of you idiot kids
Go suckin a lady dick
I would never just make amends
With none of you shakin hands in public
Yeah yeah like get the fuck out of my face, dude
Listen
I dont give a fuck about your feelings
You dont have any idea just what a nigga had to do to get loose
All I wanted was to make a decent living
I cant even count on all my fingers how much shitI went through
What I went through
What I went through
And when shit get real aint really nothing that you can do
Yo, whats up, this is Joyner
Im unable to take your call right now
Leave me a brief message and Ill get back to you
Peace
Yo, who the fuck do you think you are tryna give advice to a child?
My child
Nigga, you the biggest piece of shit Ive ever met in my life
My nigga
You the last person that should be trying to give advice to anybody about anything
Let alone my fucking kid
Acting like some fucking role model or some shit
Nigga, no nobody wanna be like you
Stop it