Five Vicodin Chased With A Shot Of Clarity

After all this time of asking questions
Of trying to find something to quiet this soul
I'm left alone within my mind, into this self made hell I dwell
It's not as hot as you think
More so dark and cold with no room to breathe
I'm sorry, I don't think it's gonna to be okay this time
My heart has skipped its final beat
(It's beating me down)
Onto the floor, that must mean that the pills are working
The glass isn't half empty this time
I smashed it on the ground a long, long time ago
It shattered when it fell
And I broke to pieces
Each shard's another reason
Another way to give up
This skin is so tight
(So tight)
That the air
(The air )
Can't reach my brain
(My brain)
There is nothing telling my heart to beat any faster
To let me scream for help
I'm sorry, I don' t think it's gonna to be okay this time
My heart has skipped its final beat
(It's beating me down)
Onto the floor, that must mean that the pills are working
The glass isn' t half empty this time
I smashed it on the ground a long, long time ago
It shattered when it fell
And I broke to pieces
Each shard's another reason
Another way to give up
I will, never give up
I will, never take the easy way out
I will, never give up
I will, never take the easy way out
The glass isn' t half empty this time
I smashed it on the ground a long, long time ago
It shattered when it fell
And I broke to pieces
Each shard's another reason
Another way to give up
This is
This is life
This is
This is struggle
This is
This is love
This is
This is war
This is
This is life
This is
This is struggle
This is
This is love
This is
This is war