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My head is empty, but its full with useless things
It feels like its someone else who is pulling on my strings
How can I fight this war when Im about to lose control?
Despair and anguish are the struggles of my soul
So insecurity is all that I am
Oh God, whats the point of this? Ill never understand
My mind is raging
but my heart is beating calmly like before
And now I hear the voices call my name
Im slowly fading
You can see my heart right through the skin and all my bones
I am trapped in a puppet show so Im still on my own
I am so curious what my life couldve been
I need a helping hand before I cave in
It feels like a curse, and it will break all my bones
But Ill survive somehow cause my heart is made of stone
Everything is different to what it used to be
I suffer every day and wish to break free
My mind is raging
but my heart is beating calmly like before
And now I hear the voices call my name
Im slowly fading
You can see my heart right through the skin and all my bones
I am trapped in a puppet show so Im still on my own
But inside of my heart
there survives a spark
Enlightening my sight and clearing my thoughts
But inside of my heart
there survives a spark
Enlightening my sight and clearing my thoughts
My mind is raging
but my heart is beating calmly like before
And now I hear the voices call my name
Im slowly fading
You can see my heart right through the skin and all my bones
I am trappedin a puppet show so Im still on my own
How can I fight this war when Im about to lose control
Despair and anguish are the struggles of my soul