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Look, I know I ain't been myself lately
I've been feelin' like someone else lately
It's prolly this empty Colt 45
That's numbing the pain inside
Cause truthfully I ain't felt lately
I'm still a sinner
I'm losing myself, I need a sign
I needed space, I needed love, I needed time
And I never understood
How you could treat me so heartless
Until I realized that you just needed mine
That's what I mean by 'loving you never helps'
Cause I just can't decide
Between loving you or myself
I just pushed away
Cause I drew a line and you crossed it
Crossing out my exes
And ex-ing out all my loses, I know
What it's like to lose somebody you love
And I know what it's like to
Lose yourself to the drugs
And I know what it's like to
Have to let go of someone
Cause they hurt you so bad that
You 're not the person you was
They won't ever feel what I feel
In a world so fake
I just need something that's real
I've been dying to live
The devil's shooting to kill
I just can't help but wonder
If you think of me still
See, I've been losing my mind
I've been losing everybody I believed in
Anxiety is suffocating me, I'm barely breathing
I'm coping with the pain
Hoping that the rain just stops
Cause it reminds me of the day
You said you leaving
We always seem to run from those that love us the most
And we never open up because we scared to get close
We running from the past
And we numb ourselves hoping that it lasts
Cause you left me when I needed you most
I said we always seem to
Run from those that love us the most
And never open up because we scared to get close
We running from the past
And we numb ourselves hoping that it lasts
We just hoping that it lasts
Cause I know what it's like to
Lose a person you love in
I know what it's like to
Lose yourself to the drugs, I know
Yeah, I know what it's like to
Lose a person you love in
I know what it's like to
Lose yourself to the drugs, I know
Yeah, I know what it's like to
Lose a person you love in(Lose a person you love in)