back on the fence

I am back on the fence again
心又縮回了籬牆裡
Okay, yeah okay
我說著沒事沒事
Okay, yeah I'm okay
沒事的真得沒事的
I'm just back on the fence
不過籬上獨行步履維艱
I'm moving backwards in slow motion
我正慢慢回退想試著救下場
I should be wiser, but here I am again
我本應清醒些可還是昏了頭
Slipping on frozen moments
我重重一摔這一瞬如履薄冰
I know they're not for me
應知那般光鮮本是我不配
So I creep
我只好屈身匍行
Maybe if I'm staying for a moment I will feel loved
或許落足如斯好獲憫憐
But maybe it's all for nothing
可那不過雲煙拂罷
Maybe if I'm staying 'til the morning I will feel something
或許再留一夜又覺歡常
I'm back on the fence
於是我猶疑成癮
Another week, another year
無數日周月年過
Eventually I'll disappear
躊躇終將我吞噬殆盡
It's easy to fight it
“要克此難其實簡單”
Out of sight out of mind it
“今不再見久不再念”
I'm sleeping through sirens again
警言驚耳我卻再度昏睡
I'm back on the fence
心籬將我高束寸步難前
Splitting hairs like atoms
情絲層層纏結
And I can't fathom this will-o-the-wisp
這浮歡虛愛我難分難解
Spinning in vicious circles
沉淪心渦思流
Wondering when I'll give in again
不知何時又是場吞沒浩劫
All my friends would say there's more to this
好友相勸劫外有劫
There's more to this than
劫外有劫呀
Skipping stoned, tripping home
極樂間飄然踉蹌裡尋家
My back on the fence
然後我會躲回籬牆裡
I'm back on the fence
待籬牆上飄忽不安
I'm back on the fence
到籬牆邊惶恐不定
Another week, another year
無數日周月年過
Eventually I'll disappear
躊躇終將我吞噬殆盡
It's easy to fight it
要克此難其實簡單
Out of sight out of mind it
今不再見久不再念
Run from my fears
遠離我所恐所懼
I'm tethered in heather grays and evergreens
身披常青腰繫石楠
I'm inside outor in between
我於秀野內外間遊蕩
I'm in a daze, it's just a phase...
恍惚中 原只是雪泥鴻爪