Won't Die Young

Okay, now I dont wanna die just to drown my shame
Cause life is not the same, these bullets call my name
I swear its so damn hard to try, I hate everything
And I just want to change, I really want to
But I dont wanna die, I cant go down, no
So Ima pay the price so I dont drown and
I dont wanna die, I cant go down, no
So Ima pay the price so I dont drown
I just wanna wake up as a different person
Been living good but thats all on the surface
Been getting older, new lessons Im learning
But Im still hurting, I dont deserve this
I just want to make the pain go away
If I try to end my life, would they remember my name?
All this pain goes on and on, and its so tragic how
I cant even get a night of sleep without this panic now
And I dont wanna die but its feeling like the only way out
Of my mind, try to get up but Im falling back down, no
Please, keep fighting for me, no
I dont wanna see you dead by tomorrow
Please, keep fighting for me, no
I dont wanna see you sad anymore, no
Okay , now I dont wanna die just to drown my shame
Cause life is not the same, these bullets call my name
I swear its so damn hard to try, I hate everything
And I just want to change , I really want to
But I dont wanna die, I cant go down, no
So Ima pay the price so I dont drown and
I dont wanna die, I cant go down, no
So Ima pay the price so I dont drown
I ran out of time for all your questions
Guess I never learned my lesson
Now Im goin away I just cant deal with the pain
But I dont wanna see you cry anymore, no
I dont wanna see you cry
Ill end it all to keep from hurting
Im such a burden, Ill save you from the pressure
Wish I was better
So wrap your arms around me, pull me in so closely
Ill hold on til its over, Ill hold on til its over, its over
Please keep fighting for me, no
I dont wanna see you dead by tomorrow
Please, keep fighting for me, no
I dont wanna see you sad anymore, no
Okay, now I dont wanna die just to drown my shame
Cause life is not the same, these bullets call my name
I swear its so damn hard to try, I hate everything
And I just want to change, I really want to
But I dont wanna die, I cant go down, no
So Ima pay the price so I dont drown and
I dont wanna die, I cant go down, no
So Ima pay the price so I dont drown