Descension

Im done wasting my tears
Gotta start facing my fears
I got too complacent
Bad memories, invasive
Im done wasting my tears (vacant, cant wait til you make it)
Gotta start facing my fears (my ways feelings faded)
I got too complacent (Im always sedated)
Bad memories, invasive
Tonight Im over it
These nights I wont forget
Im not gonna waste my breath
Those empty promises
So fast, it stunts my growth
I got low, got high then I got low, switch sides
I fill my brain with sulfur
I take the over under
I feel my heart beat backwards
Im getting ready for rapture
Im afraid of my pride
Baby, Im too scared to look you in the eyes
Tryna make sense of it, tryna make it right
Its like tryna make friends with somebody in disguise
Ive been procrastinating, I cut deep, it was lacerating
Im so sick of the masquerading
I dont feel like masturbating right now
Im out of confidence
Yeah baby, I deal with the consequences
Hasnt been quiet since
Ive been buffing up my tolerances, yeah
Prep my body for descension
You used my love, it was a weapon
No, I cant see around the deception
Need a way out, I need my medicine
Im done wasting my tears
Gotta start facing my fears
I got too complacent
Bad memories, invasive
Im done wasting my tears (vacant, cant wait til you make it)
Gotta start facing my fears (my ways feelings faded)
I got too complacent (I'm always sedated)
Bad memories, invasive