Something Like A War

Moonstruck, anticipated you being the one
Nefarious enigma, no signals popped up
Our connection was instant, we clickin for starters
Hadda be how the planets and stars was lined up
Going real strong for like a couple of months
No hint of no drama, inseparable was us
Til it was insinuated I wasnt enough
Mood switched up, to the gaslighting stuff
Then it started, I mean the games
The blame, derogatory names Im drained
The narcissist in em I couldnt tame
Attempted to tackle, scrabble the brain
Tried to turn blind eyed with excuses it got strange
Im sick of pretending like I dont see, but I see
Time to expose the manipulative layers of deceit
Parasitic co-dependency loopin auto repeat
Anguish aint missing a beat, seeking some kinda relief
So compelled to retreat now
Take the focus off us, put it on me now
Conducive to my survival to be out
Enough of the psychological beatdowns
Healthy selfies in wellness, Im on that
Know my worth its no accident , Im an asset
Aware of thee energies that I transmit
Apparently an accent to something you havent had yet
Confident assurance of self will never ignore
Standards I adhere to cuz I value me more
Allow whatever strength within me fill up any voids
In unions blindly entered lacking balance and support
Desire when mutual is endorsed
Respect is given if its enforced
To prove untrustworthy at any cost
Its the kinda connection I cant afford
You and I done expired
Sever ties break the bond
They do not coincide
To supply no new lies