JOKER RETURNS

I'm sick but I already told you that once
我早就告訴過你們這是一種病態
That blood you saw last time wasn't fake it's real I do my own stunts
上次你們看到的血跡斑斑那當然是真的這可是我驚世駭俗的表演啊
That gun had bullets I just got lucky I play Russian roulette for fun
一把上膛的槍插在腰間在幸運女神的光芒照耀下我盡情地在俄羅斯大轉盤上尋歡作樂
That knife was trash I got it replaced it didn't cut deep it was too blunt
刀鈍也難以深入理應易之
That girls still here she's sucking my dick
那個女孩仍在這裡讓我享受這雲雨之歡
I might of been wrong she may be the one
或許我真的誤以為她是唯一那個讓我享受的女孩吧
We're not in love but in 2021 I'm going to let her have my son
說不上相愛但到了2021年她會懷上我的孩子
So we can post and fake happy while our real lives come undone
因此我們將會展示虛假的快樂倘若我們的生活被世俗毀滅
And stay home and watch re-runs
我們會坐以待斃欣賞著重蹈覆轍的生活
But I don't want your sympathy
值得一提的是我並不需要你們的同情
**** your help!
給爺爬！
Everyone's and expert on everyone else except their ****ing selves
有些人總喜歡對別人指手畫腳得意忘形而忘記自我
Last time that I made a song I left a lot of shit on that shelf
記得上次寫了一首歌我放了一大堆的垃圾在這歌裡面
Cuz I know you're to weak to hear the truth or care about how I felt
因為我明白面對這樣的真相你是心虛的也根本不敢去猜測我的內心
And oh Hi comment section!
噢！你好啊~鍵盤俠！
Did you know your words describe you and not me
難道您不知道你的這些流言蜚語是在說您自己嗎
And bounce back cuz in life we project our insecurities on people
再次捲土重來因為我們總把自己的不安全感代入別人的身上
We wish we could be while blinded by the fact
我們總是希望事實能夠蒙蔽雙眼
That we're our own biggest and worst enemies
我們總是自己窮凶極惡的敵人
Yeah
行吧
You don't know me, you knew me
你不懂我但是你知道我是誰
You thought JOKER was a joke thatshits my life this Eint no movie
你把小丑當成笑柄我的生活也因此變得一團糟這不是在演戲
You torment me and you abuse me
你不僅折磨我而且還虐待我
Haunt me, chase me and amuse me
鬼魂般纏著我跟踪我還不忘逼我笑
I'm at war inside my mind my OPS are black they hide at night
我的內心在戰鬥我的行動在黑化他們在夜裡隱藏著
Like I'm playing call of duty
就像我在玩《使命召喚》
I'm depressed but cancel culture causes me to say that loosely
我很沮喪但自暴自棄的小丑文化說服了我
Why do you JUDGR if your Not JUDY
如果你不是朱迪你為什麼要妄下定論
You Eint my friend you' re dead to me
你不是我的朋友你對我來說已經死了
After what you've done I feel like uzi
在你做了這麼多之後我覺得我像尤茲爾·蓋爾
I'm done dealing with these Groupies
我受夠了這群人
When they see me they Sea food I feel like sushi
在他們眼裡我就像他們盤中的壽司
Oh it's funny right cuz it's not happening to you
噢這很有趣對吧因為這根本不會發生在你的身上
I wear a size 13 men's there's no damn way you could walk in my shoes
我穿13碼的男鞋因為你根本不可能穿我的鞋走路
Take this pain and do what I do
暫且隱忍我得做我想做的
While making songs that people use
在做音樂的時候
To get through shit I can't get through
人們過去常常熬過那些我無法熬過的日子
While they laugh, hate , destroy, and constantly ridicule
他們嘲笑我恨我想毀了我甚至還不停地嘲笑我
You guys are pitiful
瞧瞧你們這些可憐蟲
You take my words and you twist them
你們總是拿走我說過的話並扭曲他們
That's why I don't want to do interviews
這就是為什麼我不願意接受采訪
I told my mom I was suicidal and she cried
我告訴我的母親我想自殺她哭了
And then screamed what the he'll has got into you
並且尖叫道：死了之後我會附身於你的
I don't know mom
母親可我還是不明白為什麼會這樣
Maybe those people who laugh, hate, spin the truth
也許是那些嘲笑我恨我捏造事實的人使然
And pray you fail and once you do
一旦你這麼做了我將會祈禱你失敗祈禱你死去
HA HA HA HA HA
哈哈哈哈哈
They start kicking you
他們開始踢你
****
（老子很憤怒）
They tried to put try me in A hospital bed
他們強行把我摁在醫院的病床上
Diagnose me and stuff me with meds
給我強加病症並給我灌藥
All it ever did was **** up my head
經歷了他們的蹂躪之後我的腦袋快要裂開了
They Anti depress you
這些藥物會讓你停止抑鬱
Until you're depressed again
直到你再次抑鬱
And then you depend on the pills that made you independent
然後你會依賴那些使你釋懷的藥物
What a shame
多麼羞恥
I'm stuck in a cycle
我困在了一個死循環裡
I'm the hero, villain, traitor and somebody else's idol
我是英雄是惡棍是叛徒是別人的偶像
I make songs about my broken heart and some about bible
我破碎的心和聖經與我的歌曲融為一體
If you feel depressed or wanna kill yourself I 'm not liable
如果你感到沮喪或者是想要自殺這與我無關
Let me clarify and get this straight
讓我來澄清一下把扭曲的事實捋直
I make songs that no one else can make
我做的音樂可不是你能做的
That millions love cuz they relate
我擁有數以百萬的愛戴是因為他們聽我的歌能產生共鳴
Then get half the recognition but twice the hate
我能得到他們一半的認同但兩倍的憎恨
Then Reinvest and do it all again
然後我再投資再全部重新做一遍
At a quicker speed than anyone driving in my lane
以一個比任何人更快的速度在我的音樂製作之路上飛馳
Then I smile and wave
然後我微笑著向那些被我超過的人揮手
Work and slave
奴隸般地工作
Talk to my fans everyday
每天與粉絲們交流
While you troll and only take breaks to take a shit or masturbate
而你在放聲高唱著並且只在上廁所和手淫時休息
Then claim my lifes a piece of cake
那就是在說我的人生不值一提
Like you could somehow do it even though we know you wouldn't
就好像我們知道你不願意但是你還是可以做到
Cause you're to God damn afraid
因為你是真的害怕
Don 't even join my circus this time I'm not in the mood
這次連我的馬戲都不要參加我一點興致也沒有
Go listen to that mainstream music or whatever you friends think is cool
去聽主流音樂，或者任何你朋友覺得酷炫的音樂
I'll sit here and play the fool, while you drool
你在耍嘴皮子的時候我坐在這裡裝傻
And drown inside My tears that fill
我淹沒在自己的淚水之中
Olympic pools even Michael Phelps couldn't endure
奧運會的游泳池連菲爾普斯都容不下
Furthermore
此外
I'm tired of drinking and waking up on the floor
我厭倦了喝酒厭倦了從地板上醒來
Tired of living a life I cannot afford
厭倦了那擔負不起的生活
Tired of living my life for people who never saw me as equal who hate me
厭倦了為了那些討厭我從不平等對待我的人而生活
And just try to ignore
我試著去視而不見
No more
不再那樣
It's war
這是一場戰鬥
I'm evening this score
拿到屬於我的勝利
Killing everyone that walks through that doors
殺了所有進入那扇門的人
And tells me I need wings to soar
告訴自己我需要翅膀才能翱翔
So let me take the knife the gun and stop pointing them at myself
所以讓我拿起刀槍不再拿著他們指著自己
I've hurt enough it's time for you to feel it along everyone else
我已經傷得夠重了是時候讓你和其他人感受一下了
Society needs sobriety
這個社會需要清醒過來
We put people down for notoriety
我們把人貶得臭名昭著
Love in public but destroy them privately
公開表示對其的喜愛卻在私下將其毀於一旦
Adding creating anxiety
增加並產生焦慮
Then we want LOVE and don't get it OHHHHH THE IRONY
然後我們想要愛卻得不到它這聽上去真諷刺
This was a poem I wrote in my diary
這是我寫在日記裡的一首詩
Fighting demons deep inside of me
戰鬥的惡魔在內心深處相遇
I feel alone yet
我仍然感到孤獨
I'm constantly fighting for privacy seeking truth
我一直在為自己的隱私而戰尋求真相
While everyone I know lies to me it's ironic
然而每個我認識的人都在對我撒謊這很諷刺
Cuzpeople who knew me the best didn't support me
因為最了解我的人都不支持我
Until I finally made it now they wanna fake it
直到最後我成功了現在他們還想假裝
And act like they love me when I know they don't even like me
當我知道他們根本不喜歡我的時候，卻裝作他們很喜愛我
You Eint slick
你真是個小滑頭
I remember the day dude ****ed my bitch
我記得那天他上了我的妞
I remember rejection after rejection
我記得那是一次又一次的拒絕
And going home wanting to slit my wrists
回家的時候我還想去割腕
I remember that coach who said I wasn't shit
我記得那個教練說我不是廢物
Then took my ****ing scholarship
然後奪走了我的學士學位
And all those kids who used to bully me because I didn't fit in
還有那些曾經因為我不合群而欺負我的孩子們
How does it feel?
感覺怎樣？
When you see me now
看看現在的我
They say if you're alone and fall it doesn't make a sound
他們說當你孑然一身墜入深淵時是不會有人知道的
What goes up must come down
人生有起必有落
Unless
除非
You get a knife and cut a smile so you never frown
你拿出一把刀在臉上劃出一個微笑這樣你就不會皺眉了