Back to December

I'm so glad you made time to see me
很高興，我們又見面了
How's life? Tell me how's your family?
最近如何，你家里人還好嗎？
I haven't seen them in a while
有些時日沒有去拜訪了
You've been good, you busier than ever
看著你過得挺好的，日子挺充實
We small talk about work and the weather
無所適從的聊聊天氣，窺探工作生活
Your guard is up and I know why
我知道你的心牆為什麼在彼此之間橫亙著
Cause the last time that you saw me is still
只因上次的相見
burning the back of your mind
仍然在煎熬著你的心靈
I gave you roses and then you left them there to die
子予玫瑰，棄之凋之

造化非常，我放棄自己的一切
So this is me swallowing my pride,
站在你的面前，說著對那晚良久的的歉意
standin' in front of you, sayin' I'm sorry for that night
我屢次試圖穿越時空，回到季冬至月
And I go back to December all the time
結果所謂自由，不過是放開你的手
It turns out freedom aint nothin' but missin' you,
企望會珍惜當時眼前的你
wishin' that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
我漫游到冰月，轉身安置好一切
And I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
呵，我漫游到了冰月
And I go back to December all the time
這些日子無法睡不成眠

回演著離開你的時間片段

對不起，生日的時候沒有給你電話
These days I haven't been sleepin'
這總是會牽扯出夏天那些笑聲染過的時光
Stayin' up playin' back myself leavin'
我以過客的身份看你溫暖地笑
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
它提醒我，落葉之秋，我愛過你
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
寒冬之至，黑暗降臨
I watched you laughin' from the passenger side
恐懼的絲線禁錮著我的心
I realized I loved you in the fall
我愚蠢的用一句再見回應你傾盡所有的愛
Then the cold came, the dark days
我放棄自己的一切
when fear crept into the back of my mind
站在你面前，說著那晚造就的歉意
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye
我心痛的看著那個冰月

結局給了我自由，拿走了你
So this is me swallowing my pride,
痛惜沒有珍惜你的時光
standin' in front of you, sayin' I'm sorry for that night
我回望那個十二月
And I go back to December all the time
轉身繼續愛你
It turns out freedom aint nothin' but missin' you,
我回到那個十二月
wishin' that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
想念你無暇的皮膚，你午後陽光般的微笑
And I go back to December,
你就是我命中註定的劫
turn around and change my own mind
想念你懷抱我的那個季秋夜晚
And I go back to December all the time
呵，第一次見我哭吧

可能這樣也好
And I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
可能是無意義的夢
So good to me, so right
如果上天再給我一個機會讓我倆相愛，定不負你
And how you held me in your arms that September night
我希望回到那個時間，可笑，我不能改變什麼
The first time you ever saw me cry
我理解，你的門鎖不會打開
Maybe this is wishful thinking
現在我真心放棄一切
Probably mindless dreaming
站在你的門前，說著我的對不起
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right
我回到十二月

結局用你換取了自由
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
當時怎會沒有意識到你是我的
So if the chain is on your door, I understand
我回到十二月，轉身安置好一切

我回到十二月，轉身繼續愛你
This is me swallowing my pride,
我回到那個十二月，永不停歇
standin' in front of you, sayin' I'm sorry for that night
永不停歇
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom aint nothin' but missin' you,
wishin' I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it aright
i go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

All the time