Heaven

O, Heaven, O, Heaven,
哦天堂哦天堂
The next Queens-bound train is two stations away.
下一班開往皇后區的列車距離到達還有兩站
From Tvedestrand,
源自特韋德斯特蘭（Jenny家鄉的城鎮）
My white gown that curls around the harbour fetal-style.
我的白色長袍將我包裹起來如同胎兒一般
I never was a girly girl, forgive me!
我從來就不像一個女孩請原諒我！

我立足於教堂唱詩班的後排孤獨的中音聲部
From the very back of the church choir I am standing, lone alto range.
身著黑衣的女孩
Girl in Black.
唱詩班的前排雙手併攏她們虔誠地歌唱著
The front row clasp their hands now, theyre singing with devotion.
我從感受中分離以及那復雜的和聲
I separate from feeling, complex harmonic motion, harmonic motion
我閉上嘴並逃了出去發現了那新自由主義少女之心沒有血液流動也沒有跳動只有那胸腔中甜蜜的顫抖但我已經33歲了那是耶穌離逝的年齡少女的空間又回到我的身邊

我想要虔誠地歌唱如此漫不經心卻又毫無必要
I shut my mouth and ran away, spot out that neoliberal, girly heart that held no blood and made no beat, just vibrated sweetly in the chest. But Im 33 now, thats Jesus-age, and girl spaces come back to me.
爬上梯子只為了摔落
I want to sing religiously, you know, airy, more than necessary,
無法控制地升入天堂
Climbing the ladders just to fall,
升入天堂哦天堂
Uncontrollably to Heaven.
我站在女孩們的墳地裡

哦特韋德斯特蘭哦白色的長袍
To heaven, O, Heaven,
那些墓碑看起來又長又硬我只想坐在上面
Im standing in a graveyard of girls.
把死亡塞入我的身體我渴望著
O Tvedestrand, O, white gown,
如此多的死亡填滿我的身體很抱歉我只是想感受一下
The tombstones are so tall and hard, I want to sit on them,
如此多的死亡
Put death inside my body, I want
如此多的死亡
So much death inside my body! Heaven, Im sorry. I just want to feel
一個通往虛無的洞口
So much death
一個通往虛無的洞口
So much death,
A hole to nowhere
A hole to nowhere