I'm Someone Else Now

These past couple months
Been kinda weird for me, yeah
Not sure which way is right
Or is taking a wrong step
Takes me out of the way Im supposed to go on

Or like
Is there even a way Im supposed to go on
Or is it all just chaos
I mean

Theres a tiny voice in me
Telling me Im special
And that its just a matter of time
But, I mean
Its hard not to compare where I am now
With where I wanna be

Did I give away my best years
Chasing something that Im not
Its kinda too late to pretend Im someone else now
Right?
Its kinda too late to pretend Im someone else now

These past couple months
Been on repeat for me, yeah
And I know one day Ill change
But one day is always the same distance from me

Did I give away my best years
Chasing something that Im not
Its kinda too late to pretend Im someone else now
Right?
Its kinda too late to pretend Im someone else now

If I wait too long
Ill always be right here
If I act too soon
Ill burn and disappear
Its kinda too late to pretend Im someone else now