All My Fault (Prod. Sorrow Bringer)

This problems gonna last a little more than a weekend, even if I keep breathing
這麼一天天地活下去，麻煩一點點地壓垮我
I don't have a thing to believe in
我已經萬念俱灰了
Don't have the words to keep you from leaving
無法組織語言來阻止你離開
And I'm the root of your problems, solve them
我是罪魁禍首，解決我自己
Put a little bleach in my drink I'm a goner
來點毒藥下在我的酒裡吧，就讓我這麼離開這場噩夢
I would die for my team what an honor
帶著我所有的天馬行空死去，莫大光榮
I know I'll never be as good as my father
我明白我做不到青出於藍而勝於藍
I want to do something important of course I was never meant for it talents ignored
我想幹出一番偉業，但我並不是天選之人，我不天賦異禀
And I'm bored with this life cause I never move forward no matter how hard I'm trying
我已經很累很厭倦這種生活了，無論如何艱苦奮鬥我還是徒勞無功
Every night on the inside dying
每一個晚上都是垂死掙扎
Never answer the feds keep spying
一片寂靜只覺得有人暗中窺伺
Who would love me? No one in their right
有誰會愛我呢？任何一個正常人都不會選擇我啊
Mind
焦慮
Sorry that I can't be your lifeline
真的抱歉，我果然無法成為你生命中的轉機
Sorry I don't laugh at the right times
真的抱歉，我果然無法察言觀色
(it's all my fault this is all my fault)..there there you're all right
（都是我的錯這都是我的錯...）你是對的
I just want to stare at you all night
我只需要默默注視你就足矣
For when we touch I fear you 'll disappear
我害怕你在我們的相處中消失
And I wake up just the canary in the coal mine
每一天在我看來就是危險的預兆
There to see if there's air to breath I won't
奄奄一息
Let your words get the best of me I don't
你已經佔上風啦
Need you or your company i just
只是能否多給我點陪伴
Wish something would work out for me for once
希望命運之神眷戀我多一次
But I'm a letdown head down every night
但我每一天都是這麼意志消沉
Pouring cups rolling blunts can i get a light
大腦逐漸鈍化，毫無生機
Keep my head in the clouds with the satellites
讓我放空自己讓我云裡霧里地麻木度過
And if I don't look down then I'll be alright
只要不往下看就不會有事的
This world got some rules that I can't abide
我果然無法循規蹈矩
And no one on this earth makes it out alive
只是這樣無人生還
I don't know how much longer I'll survive
我不知道我還能活多久
Do my best, take it one breath at a time
盡我所能，保持沉默
This problems gonna last a little more than a weekend, even if I keep breathing
這麼一天天地活下去，麻煩一點點地壓垮我
I don't have a thing to believe in
我已經萬念俱灰了
Don't have the words to keep you from leaving
無法組織語言來阻止你離開
And I'm the root of your problems, solve them
我是罪魁禍首，解決我自己
Put a little bleach in my drink I'm a goner
來點毒藥下在我的酒裡吧，就讓我這麼離開這場噩夢
I would die for my team what an honor
帶著我所有的天馬行空死去，莫大光榮
I know I' ll never be as good as my father
我明白我做不到青出於藍而勝於藍