Care

I've been fighting with myself for seventeen years
Some nights I wish that I could just disappear
When I talk, not sincere, I don't fit in with my peers
They've been tryna talk to Edgar
Hope you know that he's not there
Call, call, call, but I'm never picking up
Sick and tired, tired, tired, at this point, I've had enough
Say you care, care, care, but you're lying, called your bluff
All this shit keeps on happening, but I guess it's my luck
Damn, I think I'm running out of *** *s to give
I'm at a point in my life where I don't give a shit
Say you're sorry, but will never change the shit that you did
So don't waste all my time with your liеs and your fears
Brain wastes away, and I'll watch it decay
Sitting down with my thoughts, I watch 'еm all rot away
I saw all my friends leave, I watched 'em fading away
But there's nothing I could do, there's nothing that I could say
Oh, you're sorry, I don't care, said I need you, never there
With my feelings in this chair, hope you know that life ain't fair
Think we cool, no, we not, hope you burn, hope you rot
I ain't give a second thought when I shoot the second shot
Call, call, call, but I'm never picking up
Sick and tired, tired, tired, at this point, I've had enough
Say you care, care, care, but you're lying, called your bluff
All this shit keeps on happening, but I guess it's my luck
Damn, I think I'm running out of ****s to give
I'm at a point in my life where I don't give a shit
Say you're sorry, but will never change the shit that you did
So don't waste all my time with your lies and your fears