calling

Youre calling collect
接到了你打的電話
When you cant just control yourself in the moment
當你無法控制自己的時候
And I try to resent this all in a way
我嘗試著在某種程度上厭惡著這一切
That you cant just tell me that its all right
別和我說一切都好
When its just not enough at the time
我覺得還不夠
Cause your just stuck in your own eyes and dont want to trade shades
因為你還沒有學會如何把自己的情緒隱藏起來

所以請坦率告訴我你現在想說的話吧
So what are you talking bout right now?
哦昨天你還沒想好
When you just couldnt piece it yesterday
永遠是什麼我不太明白
Whats forever, and if I could know it
我覺得這不是我想要的
I dont think itd be all that I wanted
所以現在你想知道什麼
So what do you wanna know right now, to stay
我一個人怎麼會這麼冷
How I could just get so cold alone, and
你打我電話的時候語氣是多麼僵硬
How youre frozen when youre just calling
為什麼要花時間在這上面

反正一切遲早都會消散掉
Why does it take
有些想法總是太晚了
When its just gonna dissipate
我知道你想要逃離這些
Its always too late
因為我根本沒準備好
When you wanna try to run away
我想你說的沒錯
Because Im not ready at all
也許你想表現的更好一些
And I guess you werent wrong
所以我寧願不要
But you wanted to seem so better
我覺得一切都是刻意做出來的
So Id rather have it without
可那隻會變得不切實際
All intent and no doubt
我們活著到底是為了什麼
That would just make it lesser
我們什麼時候能實現各自願望
So what do we live for?
你這麼狠心我怎麼知道
When do we get there?
你花了那麼多時間來展現你的風度
How would I know when youre so cutthroat?
為了什麼
All of the time that you spent showing your grace
所以請坦率告訴我你現在想說的話吧
For what?
哦昨天你還沒想好

永遠是什麼我不太明白
So what are you talking bout right now?
我覺得這不是我想要的
When you just couldnt piece it yesterday
所以現在你想知道什麼
Whats forever, and if I could know it
我一個人怎麼會這麼冷
I dont think itd be all that I wanted
你打我電話的時候語氣是多麼僵硬
So what do you wanna know right now, to stay
唉～唉
How I could just get so cold alone, and
ohh
How youre frozen when youre just calling
所以請坦率告訴我你現在想說的話吧

我也是深陷沼澤里的人
I, I
Ooh
Tell me what youre talking about right now
Tell me what youre talking about right now