Hard Being Alive

I stay in, I wake up
Overthink things while asleep
And its true that Im out but I still feel lonely
I take walks, I smoke up, do the things they told me
But I know, Im f**ked, its a ceremony

Our demons are on our side
Stay married to the hard times
And if I was a king, Id tell you all to run and hide
So much that we dont like, so many can be unkind
Im not saying Ive died but I feel so dead inside

Oh today its hard being alive
If I sleep now I think that Ill be fine
Whats the problem? Its so hard to decide
Oh today, its hard being alive

Cant be late, my mistake
God, this happens often
Woke up with a headache
It was 3 oclock then
Ill be fine, Ill move on
Use me till Im all gone
I dont have a reason, dont tell anyone

Our demons are on our side
Stay married to the hard times
And if I was a king, Id tell you all to run and hide
So much that we dont like, so many can be unkind
Im not saying Ive died but I feel so dead inside

Oh today its hard being alive
If I sleep now I think that Ill be fine
Whats the problem? Its so hard to decide
Oh today its hard being alive
Hard being alive
Hard being alive
Hard being alive
Hard being alive