A Lesson In Waking Up

I tried
I tried to clean the mess
The mess inside my head
But I was sleeping
Oh, so heavy
I wish it was a dream
Sitting on my bed, spacing out
My eyes were wide
I was stuck in my own head
Looking in, but I'm on the outside
The snow was falling
I missed your calling
The silence filled the room
All senses freezing
Illogical thinking
I had to see it through
Never thought I'd be the type to give it all up
I guess I'll take it as a lesson in waking up
I told myself it's in my head, I'm making it up
I guess I'll take it as a lesson in waking up
I never thought I'd feel this way
Never thought I'd be okay but
Waking up feels good today
I'm sorry how you felt that day
The snow was falling
I missed your calling
The silence filled the room
Nothing made sense then
Was stuck in my head, yeah
I had to see it through
Never thought I'd be the type to give it all up
I guess I'll take it as a lesson in waking up
I told myself it's in my head, I'm making it up
I guess I'll take it as a lesson in waking up
Never thought I'd be the type to give it all up
I guess I'll take it as a lesson in waking up
I told myself it's in my head, I'm making it up
I guess I'll take it as a lesson in waking up