Suffer Through

I built a home of solid stone
That I thought would never break
But this foundation has begun to shake
and I watch them fall, these crumbling walls
As my throne is laid to waste and ruin takes its place
A fire still burns inside
But its struggling to stay alive
You wanna move mountains? Go ahead
I think Ill suffocate instead
A change of scenery wont tame the endless earthquakes in my head
Theyre in my head
Its all in my head
My knees are the foundation
My skins the crumbling walls
The fire in between is my blood
And its cold and weak and small
And Im waiting for the day
That the structure finally gives
And the home Ive known forever
Decays and I lose my grip
The fire that burnt inside is out of breath
The fire that burnt inside is cold as death
You wanna move mountains? Go ahead
I think Ill suffocate instead
A change of scenery wont tame the endless earthquakes in my head
On the surface
(No one will notice)
You wanna move mountains? Go ahead
I think Ill suffocate instead
A change of scenery wont tame the endless earthquakes in my head
This worrying will be the death of me
Obsessive tendencies wont let me sleep
But I cant run away, like I do with everything
Its crippling, but my demon is me