awful

Maybe im not the bad guy
也許我不是你口中的壞孩子
But im awful
可是我感覺糟糕透頂了
Keep it all inside
沒有能訴說的對象，只得深藏於內心
Put my feelings in a bottle
亦或是藉酒消愁。
Moving too fast full throttle
匆匆逃離人群
Guess thats what i get for being thoughtful
我猜是因為我太多心了吧。
Maybe im not the bad guy
我真的不是壞孩子.......
But im awful
這種感覺太糟糕了......
Keep it all inside
不敢向你開口.......
Put my feelings in a bottle
獨酌無相親......
Moving too fast full throttle
離你遠去
Guess thats what i get for being thoughtful
屬我多情自負。
I cant even see right now, messed up
看不見前方的路，我搞砸了一切
How im gonna walk when i cant get up
無法起身，我怎麼繼續向前？
In the hall, im a student
在唯美的禮堂中，我像初學者一般躡手躡腳
Lights off watch your whole movement
燈熄，滿眼只見你舞動的身影
And you treat me like a bad guy
你像對待壞孩子一樣對帶著我
Gotta keep my head high
我羞澀的抬起頭與你共舞
Everyone on standby
可是我準備好了嗎？
Nobody to standby
不不不，我沒有...
Gotta keep a hold of myself
只能控制住我自己
If i wouldve let go, you would have fell
我放手的話，你也會倒下的。
Push the bullshit into my head
頓時思想雜亂無章
Never listen to what you said
也沒有聽到你對我說的話
Check the bullshit into my head
重新整頓思緒
Never listen to what you said
怎麼依然是如此啊。
Oh i felt like tried so hard
我感覺我努力了
But its never enough or a little bit too much
可是還是不夠
Im bleeding from my eyes in the ceiling
雙眼佈滿血絲
Cut my skin like its peeling
皮膚也像裂開一般
Heartbeat pull it out my chest
心從胸膛裡竄出
See? Crush it into mess
看到了嗎？我的心已經一團糟了
We never really meant
我們之前可不是這樣說的啊。
I rip open your legs
揭開你的傷痕
Meat eat it oh so fresh
皮開肉綻
Bleed run myself to death
血流不止，幸好我還沒有被擊潰。
See? Aint it oh so blessed?
看哪，這不是一種幸運嗎？
She opened up my head
她讓我滿腦都是她。
Maybe im not the bad guy
也許我不是你口中的壞孩子
But im awful
可是我感覺糟糕透頂了
Keep it all inside
沒有能訴說的對象，只得深藏於內心
Put my feelings in a bottle
亦或是藉酒消愁。
Moving too fast full throttle
匆匆逃離人群
Guess thats what i get for being thoughtful
我猜是因為我太多心了吧。
Maybe im not the bad guy
我真的不是壞孩子.......
But im awful
這種感覺太糟糕了......
Keep it all inside
不敢向你開口.......
Put my feelings in a bottle
獨酌無相親......
Moving too fast full throttle
離你遠去
Guess thats what i get for being thoughtful
屬我多情自負。