My Name is Nat Cmiel

My name is nat ćmiel
我的名字是玉玲「Nat Chim-el」
I am 22 years old
我已經22歲了
I like music, dancing ballet,
我喜歡音樂跳芭蕾舞
Crushing up rocks and snorting them,
把石頭碾成粉塵再用鼻子吸入它們「reference to “Snort a line a little bit” in “Pretty Bones”（snorting cocaine）」
And genderless people
我也喜歡流動性別者「Yeule認定自己為非二元性別」
I like to eat, but i dont like it when it lingers on my body
我喜歡吃東西但我不喜歡讓它們留存於我體內
I like to take up as little space as possible
我喜歡佔用盡量小的空間
I like pretty textures in sound
我喜歡音效里美妙的紋理與結構
I like the way some music makes me feel
我喜歡某些音樂給我帶來的感受
I like making up my own worlds
我喜歡構建屬於自己的虛擬世界
And the people who live inside me
幻想居住在裡面的人
I like to dress up and not going out
我喜歡梳妝打扮但不喜歡出門
I like my cat, miso
我喜歡我的貓Miso
I like touching myself,
我喜歡觸摸自己的肌膚
And I like being far away from my own body
我喜歡讓靈魂從身體裡游離
I like sweet things, physical and consumable
我喜歡甜蜜的事物真實存在且可供消耗的
I like short sentences that say everything I felt at one go
我喜歡用簡短的句子把全部情緒傾吐
I like obsessing over people and then throwing them away
我喜歡迷戀人們再把他們拋之腦後
I like being a boy, I like being a girl
我喜歡做一個男孩我也喜歡做一個女孩
I like getting ****ed , and i like to ****
我喜歡放縱不羈的滋味搞砸一切
I like to be pure,
我願意成為純潔的存在
I like believing theres a cure
我相信一定會有解藥
But, most of all, I...
但最重要的是我