Deathbed

I apologize for what I said
我為我說的話道歉
But I still meant it
但我仍然是真心的
I know that I live in my head
我知道我生活在我的腦海裡的世界
You won't let me forget it
你不會讓我忘記它
I promised that I tried
我答應我試過
But walls don 't break
但牆不會斷裂
And words don't mean enough
言辭並不足夠
I swear I never meant
我發誓我從未想過
To lose my grip on something that I love
失去我所愛的東西

我將躺在病床上
I'll be laying on my deathbed
我會告訴你我搞砸了
And I'll tell you that I f****d it up
是的，我將躺在病床上
Yeah I'll be laying on my deathbed
因為我愛你，但這還不夠
'Cause I love you but it's not enough
我祈禱有什麼可以給你

是的，我知道我感覺到了
I'm praying something's gonna give
鐘擺會擺動
Yeah I know I feel it
季節會改變
And the pendulum is gonna swing
我保證我會嘗試
And rotate the seasons
成為一個值得擁有的人
I promise that I'll try
因為如果我改變
To be a person you deserve at all
當我想回家的時候你會允許
Cause maybe if I change
我將躺在病床上
You'll let me in when I wanna come home
我會告訴你我搞砸了

是的，我將躺在病床上
I'll be laying on my deathbed
因為我愛你，但這還不夠
And I'll tell you that I f****d it up
我答應我試過
Yeah I'll be laying on my deathbed
但牆不會斷裂
'Cause I love you but it's not enough
言辭並不足夠

我發誓我從未想過
I promised that I tried
失去我這一生所愛的東西的
But walls don't break
And words don't mean enough
I swear I never meant
To lose my grip on something that I love