Not Once Not Ever

Hello
My dear friend
Your reputation quite true
These are thoughts Ive held on
And saved inside for you
Cause I remember
Couldnt trust you once
Not ever
Maybe its been two years
It could be three
You know its hard to recall
I was younger, I thought it was me
Maybe you were someone else then too
Cause I remember
Couldnt trust you once
Not ever
I remember
Couldnt trust you once
Not ever
And its the same old thing
You know I said this from the start
That living together is something you do
And married is something you are
Now...
And even after all this
I writing to you now
To be reminded of it all
Darling, can you hear me
Do you understand
Our best decisions so often were unplanned
I remember
Couldnt trust you once
Not ever
I remember
Couldnt trust you once
Not ever
Not ever
Not ever
Not ever