Happy New Year

I never want to look back again on the events of 2010.
I cant escape whats in my head. T
heres no repentance when Ive served my sentence.
The candles burning at both ends.
Winters cold and Im dreading coming home,
far from anyone I know at all.
Never felt so alone
because the hope of Spring died with the Fall.
I can finally feel content.
I cant help but smile when I know
things cant get worse than this.
I see things clearly and I loved them dearly.
A timeline stained with tragedy and death.
The clock keeps turning faster when
the candles burning at both ends.

Rub these dark circles from my eyes,
a brighter futures on the rise.
Ill leave commitments pending.
The worst year of my life is ending.
I watch the dates expire, caught in a flicker of a fire.
The hands are turning round,
the hours counting down, and its all over now.
All that I had burned to the ground.
All that will never be,
I watched it die in front of me.
A living nightmare was born in this year.
There are dark clouds all around me
and I couldnt see the sun even if I tried.