Caged

Starts to rain/雨滴落下
I am on the plane/我坐在回家的航班上
I can feel the tears falling on my skin/淚水落在皮膚上清晰的感覺
Are you able to see the black hole/你是否能看到這黑洞
Eating the heart and swallow the soul/吞噬心臟和靈魂
I am walking down the road/走在路上
I see so many sides of you/看到了各種各樣的你
I walked out the city with bare feet/我赤著腳穿越城市
How could you understand how i feel/你如何能懂我的感覺
Are you gonna tell me what is real/你要告訴我什麼才是真實
You better keep your self safe don't get killed/最好注意安全小心斃命
I know i know that time won't heal /我知道時間不會治愈
But me I'm just I'm just sick of you/我只是受夠了你
Bring it back to the old days/回到過去
When i still have the memo of the lake/當我仍能夠記得伊塞克湖的樣子
When i still have something's called faith/當我仍有信念
When in my eyes they are not all fake/當眼中的一切還不是假的
I could still feel my heartbeat for sake/那時我仍能感受到我的心跳
Everything good or bad is on its way/或好或壞都在發生
I have to admit that i miss the days/我必須要承認我想念那些時光
Its clear in my mind that it was May/清晰的記得那是在五月
Lights are off we had a debate/當燈火熄滅我們開始爭論
Staring at each others face with hate/盯著對方的面容帶著仇恨
Could not figure the issue it creates/無法解決的矛盾
I came out with the words we need some space/我說我們需要一些的空間
It hurts ain't it what else could i say/這些話出口很傷人
At the moment i thought I'm mature and brave/但那瞬間我認為自己成熟而勇敢
But i should have first loosen my shoe lace/但我應當站在你的角度想一想
And then put my feet in your shoes before it's too late/在一切都太晚之前
Why am i always triggered when i hear your voice/為什麼每次與你交流都會點燃怒火
Am i twisted am i still the polite lil boy/我是否已經扭曲不再是那個有禮貌的男孩
Can i decide what's in my mind it's no more my choice/我還能否掌控自己的意識
But it was me who lost grip and initiated the war/是我失去了控制引發了戰爭
I must not forgave myself for what i did/我無法原諒自己做出的一切
I beg for who ever the **** to help me/我祈求無論是誰來幫助我
To rewind the time then freeze it/讓時間到退然後靜止
Can you hear me in cage i breaking it/你能否聽見我被困住的吶喊
Shut my mouth silence took over it/無聲
The inner noise came out conscience eats me /吞噬
With the sunrise i am expecting to unleash it/釋放
To get rid of the enemies that lives in me/寄生
Who squeeze me in my dream/碾碎
Tilt me in my own lyrics/激怒
When i confront them/面對
They kill me in second/死亡