Sisyphus

[Intro]
Walked up the hill
Dont look down, you'll be there soon
And I love you still
Everything feels better when surrounded by the space
I need to fill
And I know
Everything feels better when I go
[Verse 1]
I been so melodramatic with you on this climb
Cant wait to feel shitty and tell you about it another time
All of the blisterin mends in a callus
Even our bickerin' getting nostalgic, all of those little things meld into mountains in my mind, uh
August came by, saw you say 'Bye,' wanna stay by your side
What the **** do you say when you know life cannot be the same but you try and try?
If those footsteps remainеd after time went by, somеthing expirin
I guess them butterflies in my stomach have been ****in retirin, uh (Yeah)
[Chorus]
And I love you when Im back on the climb
Youre only with me in the back of my mind now
Its a cycle, its a path I can't find, uh
Sisyphus grimace, it's the rock and roll, vulnerable
Maybe its my fate and it's all my fault
And I know
You got a mountain of your own (Yeah)
[Verse 2]
Wish it wouldnt feel so broken to me
Tried to take the edge off, but that only brought it closer to me, uh
And I just wanna live in a mo****in log cabin
In a place where you never have to call back, never have to log back in
I've been backlogged in black fog, I fall back in , dreamin of times it wasnt all madness
I just cant mimic it, though, I been in Sisyphus mode, lookin' up the path of a tall mountain
And I keep getting stuck in these potholes, maybe I should just let the rock roll
Ive been so close to the peak, I know, but Im tryna stay away from the drop, though
So I dont
[Chorus]
They only love me when Im back on the climb (Yeah)
Youre only with me in the back of my mind now
Its a cycle, its a path I cant find, uh
Sisyphus grimace, its the rock and roll, vulnerable
Maybe its my fate and its all my fault
And I know
You got a mountain of your own (Yeah)
[Post-Chorus]
Watch your step
Lifting slow
Giving no
Imprint in the snow
And I love you to pieces
Til thats all were left with (Yeah)
Its all were left with
In the end (Yeah, oh, yeah)
[Bridge]
And sometimes, I wanna disappear
Been a shitty-ass time and a shitty-ass year
But somehow, Ima get me past here
Get back to the real— (Oh!)
Bow down when Im—
[Outro]
Everything feels better when I go