Invisible and Silent

Im tricked by your smile want to be forgiven waiting for the battle aching for belief but your answer is wrong and my spirit is broken like choirs in the winter singing out of key
I am silent invisible to you while
I count the days gone by
I am silent invisible to you while
I shape the things to come
I try so hard to fight for an illusion holding my breath biting my tongue
I try to cope so give me a reason
Im waiting for help
Im trapped by my guilt want to be forgotten tired of the noise aching for relief but your anger is gone and my silence is golden like fires on the water drifting out of reach
I am silent invisible to you while
I count the days gone by
I am silent invisible to you while
I shape the things to come