Look Ma!

Look ma, the winds stopped blowing
看吶雖然風呼嘯不止
And I see that that means nothing
但這不值一提
Theres more to a storm
因為一場風暴將至
All the wires are down, and there is not a sound
到時電線倒塌，萬物悄無聲息
But I pray, just for today
但我祈禱只為今天
Look ma, I aint done growing
看吶我仍在成長
My blind eyes are slowly opening up again
我早已失明此刻緩緩睜開雙目
Sun overhead
烈日當空
By now denial is breaking
所有否定都成了虛無
Im over the fake love making
我厭倦了做著虛偽的愛
As a way of quick escape
走上逃避的捷徑
Through the chaos and the calm
穿過混亂與靜謐
Found some comfort in the harm
於傷害中找尋慰藉
And I fall apart
我就此崩潰
Look ma, some winds still blowing
看吶，仍有風在呼嘯不止
Im over pretending knowing it all
我已厭倦假裝自己知曉一切
As I hit the floor
我終於倒下
Its gonna be a long, long day
這將是漫長漫長的一天
Looking for a long, long winter
等待漫長漫長的凜冬到來
Planning on an easy way
多想找到出口
To get around the whole thing quicker
即刻從此境解脫
Trick of the mind for a minute
心生一念
Was only lying to myself
卻只是自欺欺人
Pushing my luck to the limit
暫且賭上所有的運氣
Putting the poison on the shelf
先將毒藥放回架上
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
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