The River

走起
Go
信任已經死亡，就像你說的一切
Trust is dead, like everything else you said
每個字比下一個更無意義
Each word more meaningless than the next
你的嘴唇和你的謊言已經斷絕聯繫
Your lips and your lies have severed the ties
我不配這一點且你不值得我
I dont deserve this and you dont deserve me
我早該知道但我懷疑我自己
I shouldve known but I doubted myself
給你一個利益的懷疑，我想還沒有人
Gave you every benefit of a doubt, I wanted no one else
但我想我對你還不夠
But I guess I wasnt enough for you
不要假裝像我們可以修補恢復
Dont pretend like we can recover
當你選擇另一個人的慾望
When you chose the lust of another
我有什麼錯了？
Where did I go wrong?
我知道我不完美，但是我當然也竭盡全力
I know I wasnt perfect, but I certainly tried so hard
是不是一時糊塗，或者是它的顫抖？
Was it a moment of weakness, or was it the thrill?
你是否感到疼痛，你偽裝能感覺到？
Did you ache for a feeling, that you faked to feel?
不要假裝像我們可以修補恢復

當你選擇另一個人的慾望
Dont pretend like we can recover
我看到你目光流連和第二眼
When you chose the lust of another
我通過你的謊言，沒有第二次機會
I see your wandering eyes and second glances
讓我自由，你永遠不會是我需要的
I see through your lies, no second chances
我希望你能扼殺我所相信的話
Cut me free, youll never be what I need
就像你的一個提線木偶，意味著控制一切根源
I hope you choke on the words I was lead to believe
而在我的心裡面想原諒你
Like a puppet on your strings, control means everything
但這並不意味著我會忘記，你永遠是我的遺憾
And in my heart I want to forgive you
你永遠是我的遺憾
That doesnt mean Ill forget, youll always be my regret
這是一個過去式，我永不需要

不，“這是給你的。”
Youll always be my regret
安息
Heres to a past Ill never need
No 'heres to you.'
Rest in peace