Make It Home

I don't always do what I should
我並非總會完成我該做的
But I do what I gotta do
但我會做我不得不做的
When you've been at the bottom,
當你身處社會底層
you see the hunger inside of you
你看到了你內心的飢渴
Don't say what you won't do
不要說你不會做什麼
Cause it can all change
因為事情可全然改變
When the going gets tough it'll drive you insane
當事情變得棘手的時候它會讓你變得瘋狂
See I done dodged a couple shots
看,我成功躲避了幾次槍擊
Served a couple blocks
逃過了幾個街區
Hit a couple corners tryna shake a couple cops
幾次陷入了困境就試著找到出路
I broke a couple rules
幾次違反規則
Ain't graduate from school
無法從學校畢業
'Cause I was busy hustling, man,
因為我正忙著賺錢
I thought that shit was cool
那時我就認為賺錢很酷
See I gotta keep it real with you baby
看,我必須對你保持真實
Cause the shit I used to do is what made me
因為之前的不務正業成就了今天的我
And I'm hoping I ain' t gotta go back to the trap
我希望,我不必再回到那個圈套
Cause we really know that we don't want that
因為我真的知道,我並不需要
But if I don't make it home tonight
但是,如果我今晚無法回家
Tell my mama that I love her
告訴我的媽媽我愛她
Leave some flowers for my brother
給我的弟弟留下幾朵花
Girl I love ya
還有,我愛你
But if I don't make it home tonight
如果我今晚無法回家
Take some money to my sister
替我捎些錢給我妹妹
I don't ever want her chasing after niggas
我從未想過讓她追尋那些黑鬼
'Cause where I'm from
因為我來自的地方
Niggas outchea dying every day
每天他們都在苟延殘喘
And they ain't no bad, they just tryna make a way
他們本性不壞,他們只是在試著掙扎
And I ain't no different
而我也一樣
So if I get missing
所以,如果我失踪了
These are my last wishes
這些就是我最後的願望
I hope you get them right
我希望你能勉強過活
Girl if I don't make it home tonight
如果我今晚無法回家~
I know it's harsh
我知道這很殘酷
But this is how I feel, girl it's coming from the heart
但我直覺如此,這些話發自內心
I hope it doesn't end the way it had to start
我希望這不會影響到事情原本的發展方式
'Cause it started out bad but I made it this far
儘管一開始很糟糕,但我已經修正了很多
But everyone ain't tryna see me make it
但每個人都不想看到我成功
Or they only wanna see me win so they can take it
或者他們只是想看到我贏,這樣他們就能坐收漁利
'Cause I know it's hard to find a job
因為我知道找到一份工作很艱難
So niggas kill and rob
所以才會有這麼多燒殺搶掠
There's a chance that I won't make it here tomorrow
有可能明天我將不會再回到這裡
Being honest
老實說
See I gotta keep it real with you baby
我必須對你保持坦誠
'Cause the shit I used to do is what made me
因為之前的不務正業成就了今天的我
And I'm hoping I ain't gotta go back to the trap
我再也不必回到那個圈套
'Cause we really know that we don't want that
我知道我並不需要
But if I don't make it home tonight
但是如果我今晚無法回家
Tell my mama that I love her
告訴我的媽媽我愛她
Leave some flowers for my brother
給我的弟弟留下幾朵花
Girl I love ya
還有我愛你
But if I don't make it home tonight
如果我今晚無法回家
Take some money to my sister
替我捎點錢給我妹妹
I don't ever want her chasing after niggas
我不想讓她追尋那些黑鬼
'Cause where I'm from
因為我來自的地方
Niggas outchea dying every day
他們每天都苟延殘喘
And they ain't no bad, they just tryna make a way
他們本性不壞,只是試著掙扎
And I ain't no different
而我也一樣
So if I get missing
所以如果我失踪了
These are my last wishes
這些就是我最後的心願
I hope you get them right
我希望你能繼續生活下去
Girl if I don't make it home tonight
如果今晚,我無法回家
Would you miss me? Would you miss me?
你會想我嗎
Would you walk up to my casket? Would you kiss me?
你會走到我得棺材面前,然後親吻我嗎
My life is schizophrenic, I'm just tryna stay sane
我的生活就像精神分裂,我只能試圖保持神誌清醒
Pour a cup full, hope it take away the pain
倒滿一杯酒,希望藉酒消愁
I said you know I I I I came from the projects, nigga
你懂得,我來自那個黑人聚集地
Don't care if it kill me, I die, won' t stay in them projects nigga
別擔心,如果我死在那個聚集地,我死後依舊會在那裡
You know I'm fresh as a motherfucker, in case that I die tonight
你要知道,我就是個混蛋,今晚如果我死了
Got a lot on my mind, you know that I'm high tonight
今晚情緒高漲,心裡承載了太多
I left that black Hublot at home
我把黑色宇舶表忘在了家裡
So really I don't got the time
所以真的,我不知道時間
My nigga got power quarter, heard that he dropped the dime
我哥們在得到權力的那一刻,聽聞他掉了一些錢
Failure's no option nigga, you out of yo fucking mind
是否失敗不是我們能選擇的,你出於無知的心
Risked my life and my freedom for it
把我的生活和自由攪得一塌糊塗
So ain't none of you stopping my...
所以你們沒人能夠阻擋我...
But if I don't make it home tonight
但如果我今晚無法回家
Tell my mama that I love her
告訴我的媽媽我愛她
Leave some flowers for my brother
給我的弟弟留下幾朵花
Girl I love ya
我愛你
But if I don't make it home tonight
如果我今晚無法回家
Take some money to my sister
替我捎些錢給我妹妹
I don't ever want her chasing after niggas
我從未想過讓她去追尋那些黑鬼
'Cause where I'm from
因為我來自的地方
Niggas outchea dying every day
他們每天都在苟延殘喘
And they ain't no bad, they just tryna make a way
他們本性不壞,他們只是試著掙扎
And I ain't no different
而我亦一樣
So if I get missing
所以如果我失踪了
These are my last wishes
這些,就是我最後的心願
I hope you get themright
我希望你能繼續活下去
But if I don't make it home tonight
如果我今晚無法回家
Tell my mama that I love her
告訴我的媽媽我愛她
Leave some flowers for my brother
給我弟弟留下幾朵花
Girl I love ya
還有,我愛你
But if I don't make it home tonight
如果我今晚回不了家
Take some money to my sister
記得替我捎些錢給我妹妹
I don't ever want her chasing after niggas
我不想她追尋那些黑鬼
'Cause where I'm from
我來自的地方
Niggas outchea dying every day
他們每天都在苟延殘喘
And they ain't no bad , they just tryna make a way
我知道他們本性不壞,他們就是在自我掙扎
And I ain't no different
我也是一樣
So if I get missing
如果我失了踪
These are my last wishes
這些就是我最後的心願
I hope you get them right
我希望你能幫我完成
Girl if I don't make it home tonight
如果,我今晚回不了家