Lets Die Together

When I think about you
And I dream all night
Eyes roll back
And it feels so right
I miss your love
And times we fight
I never could replace
That light you shine
I know you doing well
But im here all alone
Im making music now
But its all I really know
I wish you couldve been here
Seeing how Ive grown
Wish you couldve stayed
Wish you couldve gone
These drugs that Im taking
Theyre changing my mind
Looking back on you
I wasted my time
Looking for answers
And looking for signs
Ive been Looking for reasons
To value my life
It doesnt matter
Im over the wealth
Im over this emptiness
Save me from hell
Pushing me closer and closer
Im losing composure
Im losing myself
Help
Day after day I been thinkin bout you
Im faded alone I cant be with my crew
You movin on you found someone new
Might end it all take a leap from this view
Day after day I been thinkin bout you
Im faded alone I cant be with my crew
You movin on you found someone new
Might end it all take a leap from this view
Not a day goes by where I dont wanna die
I got a gun to my eye
Make the trigger finger fly
Ok Im done with youre lies
No reason to apologize
I sit in bed all day
Just thinking bout my life
I need to medicate
Cause I been thinking bout you
Need get my head straight
Cause I can not ******* lose
You remember that day, where we had nothing to do?
So I hit you up, we would chill after school
Now its ******, and I ******* miss you
Its alright, I see you with another dude
I know ur happy now, **** I wish I was too
Thinking of Suicide **** these SoundCloud views
Wanna die
Kill myself
Adalfs overdue
Wanna cry
End my life
But not over you
Ive disappointed myself
I got nothing to lose
Put the gun to my head
And then i ******* shoot