This Head I Hold

They call me a little grown up
他們叫我，小鬼頭，還乳臭未乾，
See I'm upset because
瞧，我之所以沮喪
Ive always been stuck
就是因為我經常被別人弄的很尷尬
But I don't know what it is
但是我搞不懂人們總是為難我
I'm without
我也不去猜想原因
Guess I'm in love with always feelin' down
我即使談著戀愛也會感到沮喪
See the problem was
可能問題的所在之處
IWas fully consumed
我很疑惑
With all of the petty things that
就是因為我常常面對美好事物時
I couldn't do
我卻手足無措
All of the plastic products, shows and woes
比如那些塑料玩具，秀場，還有那些我沒描述過的悲慘故事
I didnt ever show,
我從未出現過
I let it go
我都隨它去
So I listen while
所以我選擇被灌輸的道理
I'm toldSit back, don't think, get high, take drink
只是呆坐，不要思考，然後自來High
Sit back, don't think
或者拿點喝的，再去呆坐，繼續放空
The more I listen the deeper
我聽的越多
I sinkOh I go higher
我就陷得越深
And I say oh oh oh
我說ho ho
I go higher
當我驚嘆時
This head that
但是裝滿這種
I hold, oh, is so tired
（被灌輸）思想的頭部讓我感到太累
And I say oh no
我只有感嘆時
I go higher
我才能找到激情
And I say oh, what's it gon-, what's it gonna be?
我感嘆接下來要發生什麼，發生什麼呢?
Make me say oh, what's it gon-, what's it gonna be?
讓我繼續感嘆？那又會怎樣？又要怎樣？
I'm feelin' so cold, what they want, what they want from me?
我感到空虛冷漠至極，但是其他人毫無感覺他們也不會相信有這種感覺的存在
Make me say oh oh oh oh oh
讓我還有點良知去感嘆生活中能說“oh”的時候吧
So find me stuck in some scene
讓我發現自己腦子裡還在為某些事情困惑吧
I wanna get out but there's no in between
我想找條出路，但是我都沒有深入過
So I sit back as
所以我又坐下來
I watch the crowd go
看著熙熙攘攘的人群過往
Never assumed that
從未假設有什麼
I'd sunken so low
所謂的掉檔次的事情
See the answer is this
來看看，也許答案是
If Iwanna be free
如果我想要自由
I gotta stop playin' 'round and runnin' from me'
我就要停止到處放蕩玩耍，而且逃離自我
Cause all of the plastic products , shows and woes
因為所有的一切塑料玩具，吸引人的各種表演，還有那些悲情故事
Got my head feelin' low, no room to grow
充斥著我的腦袋，而且感覺特糟，讓我都沒有空間再想其他事情
So I listen while
所以我選擇被灌輸的道理
I'm toldSit back, don't think, get high, take drink
只是呆坐，不要思考，然後自來High
Don't feel, just go
喝點小酒，變麻木點，讓一切都來去自由
If you listen carefully then you wont feel so low
如果你真的聽進去了，你可能感覺不會那麼糟了
Sit back, don't think
繼續打坐，放空自己
The more I listen the deeper
但被別人說教的越多
I sinkOh I go higher
我陷的越深
And I say oh oh oh
我說ho ho
I go higher
當我驚嘆時
This head that
但是裝滿這種
I hold, no, is so tired
（被灌輸）思想的頭部讓我感到太累
And I say oh, no,
我說ho ho
I go higher
當我驚嘆時
And I say oh, what's it gon-, what's it gonna be?
當我感嘆的時候，會發生些什麼呢？將會有什麼讓人驚嘆呢？
Make me say oh, what’s it gon-, what’s it gonna be?
讓我如此有想法，那又會怎樣？又要怎樣？
I'm feeling so cold, what they want, what they want from me?
我感到空虛冷漠至極，但是其他人毫無感覺，他們也不會相信這種感覺
Make me so oh oh oh oh oh
讓我發出些感嘆吧
I say oh I go higher
有想說oh的時候，我才能更high
And I say oh oh oh
我說我只想說oh
I go higher
才能high起來
Get no sleep, me the vampire
無法餵飽慾望的帝王，徹夜難以成眠
And I say oh, no
我說我只想說oh
I go higher
才能high起來
And I say oh
我說我只想說oh
I go higher
才能high起來
And I say oh oh oh
我說我只想說oh
I go higher
才能high起來
This head that
受夠了
I hold, no, is so tired
這死腦袋讓我想那麼多
And I say oh no
我說我只想說oh
I go higher
才能high起來